But it has a pretty nice downward slope. It's interesting to meeee
So today was fairly... eventful/less
I barely slept at all last night... The price of going to a friends' without the usual sleeping stuff and being too...
I don't know. Awkward?
Too something, to ask for a pillow or to sleep on the foot of the bed or something.
When I go to Dan's, even when he had two single beds to make his bed before he got his new one, I slept on the floor.
I don't honestly know why.
I'm odd...
I was up till 4ish playing Mortal Kombat.
I seriously hate that god forsaken game. Which begs the question, why was I still playing it... I wasn't even playing it on my own profile, so it was pointless!
But I got to a fight between a couple robots, and Dan and I worked our way to the end where we spent a LONG time trying to beat the last guy, as far as I know, he's unbeaten still.
I'm getting bored of looking through my blogs to find swear words to put a strike through them... I may just leave them from now on. It's not like this was originally a family friendly reading source...
Anywaysh, Dan cooked me some bacon and I had it in a sammich.
I do love me some bacon n ketchup in bread.
But it doesn't beat the last thing Dan cooked us. Think I mentioned it before, but it was Nandos Chicken basically.
Chicken with mild Nandos sauce.
Had that in a roll with lettuce. Was niiiiice.
Uhhhhhhhhh so I left Dan's just a bit after he left for work. Sometime around 12. Went to SMC to pick up my reference form from Mr Garden. He had left it in the reception area.
Was interesting to be walking through the school grounds while all the kids were running around. Seniors were just coming out for lunch. Or at least, the seniors with early passes.
The mixture of changed things in the school and being really quite tired, made me feel like falling over when I went in the old college building at one point.
There used to be a step with the door. I made to go up that step but it was gone.
My sub concious kicked in to make me look crazy. Thanks for that!
There's also a massive wheelchair ramp at the side now.
It's like, so pointless... The ramp like, begins at some steps... I don't know why wheel chair ramps need to be so long on such a shallow incline. It's pointless in my opinion... Uses up far more space than it has to.
Why don't wheel chairs just work on robot legs.. that'd make live more... insane.
So I picked up the reference anyway.
I don't think I've ever actually spoken to Mr Garden in person. Amusing really. But he's the careers advisor.
Got to the flat... At some point.
Began uploading the vlog I had partially recorded yesterday before my camera battery died on me.
Recorded another vlog which is currently uploading, nearly there. Sort of.
Went for a nap, was asleep for about an hour, then Graham got in with Zoe. For some reason Zoe threw a water bottle at me and then they both buggered off to Dunfermline.
That was nice...
But I slept for about two more hours. So ha.
Can't quite remember what I did when I finally got up again.
I think I just grabbed my guitar, continued to try and play some songs, and watch Saw 3 and onwards.
Next film to watch is Saw 7 at this point. So I'll be doing that then going to bed.
Some scenes in the saw films made me chuckle a bit. Like, the fact that, Amanda in the third film, she's such a cry baby psycho bitch. And the kid in the sixth film, he's like a typical moody teenager, who just killed someone. Hopefully he'll stop being a moody cunt.
I really couldn't stand the thought of being in the position of some of the people in the film, for obvious reasons.
But like, the sixth film, where the guy has to choose two of his six friends and employees, to live.
Makes me wonder actually, if Jigsaw were real, would he have a reason to take me into one of his games?
I haven't done much that was incredibly bad.
Stealing from my parents is bad, yes, but that's what a chubby teenager does when we wants his chocolate fix.
Anyhoozles...
uhhh...
think that's more or less everything for today.
Had a Chicken Tikka Masala for dinner. Use by date was the 16th. Tasted fine.
Honestly, when I thought about it. The use by date is fairly meaningless on a ready meal like Chicken Tikka Masala...
The chicken is already cooked for instance, you're just reheating it. Sure it could go bad after a week or something, but then you have the sauce and rice.
I don't know what happens if you were to keep it for a week, like, I doubt mould would appear but would it go off at all?
Bleh...
Reminds me actually, when I was at Dan's, I used his scales.
First time I used it in a while was not long before going home for a weekend. I was down to 15 stone. 210 pounds, still fairly big for a 19 year old but for some reason I'm OK with that. Although, I do want it lower. I don't care how much I weigh in the end, I just don't want a "beer belly" as I see it now.
When I lie down though, I do wonder, do I have big bones or anything?
Like, if I poke at my thigh, there isn't that much space between my skin and bone. And my rib cage seems to stick out a fair bit. Maybe that's natural...
All I know is, when I sit down, my legs look super fat, whereas, standing up, they don't look as bad, the love handles are a pain to me... If they weren't there, it would be more or less, a straight line as it were. And then there's me belly and double chin which was nicely shown in the second vlog. That bugged me a bit XD
I know I said I wouldn't make excuses for not going on my run/jog/walk thing every night, and I wanted to go tonight honestly, start the week by starting the daily runs. (HA!) But I'm just far too tired.
I think I should really leave my sleeping bag at Dan's.
As long as I have my blazer or what ever with me, and I usually take my laptop in my rucksack, then I can stick my blazer or hoodie and my shirt in the bag. (I prefer to sleep without a shirt on, it feels constricting at times but I have to at the flat because it's so cold when I get into bed)
Soooo I think that's mostly it for me.
I gave up trying to work out how to play Put Your Lights On by Santana. It's a fantastic song and I recommend you listen to it, but I just looked up a tabs/chords thing. But it just doesn't sound right to me when I try to play the intro.
Took a look at Serj Tankian's Empty Walls. Thankfully I can play it with standard tuning, unfortunately, it sounds like shit without an amp! And I didn't bring mine back to the flat because I would, no doubt, get us in trouble for the noise.
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Night night everyone.
Much love to all <3
Take care.
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