dawww so cuuuuuute

Soo today...
today...


Certainly not a decent day...


Got an email from Stevenson College saying I was denied for the Media Technology Course.
So much for getting looked into more thoroughly regardless of my lower grades...
I was told I'd still be looked at because I had applied long before the requirements went up. And also I was even TOLD I had decent enough results...
They didn't even bother looking at any previous work I had done.
Tossers...


I know it's their job, but for the love of god. Have some common bloody sense.


Anyhoo, I emailed my dad, he replied with an annoying as ever email...
He's so bloody useless sometimes.
Anyway, my only real option is to go home and attend Carnegie College (again) to do the Further Education course.
Basically that would mean, I'm not in Edinburgh so I'm away from everything good, I am stuck home with my pain in the ass father, brother (when he's home) and Carol.


I replied to dad with a fairly angry email I have to say...


Like,
"But if I come back, then I expect you to actually respect me enough to not treat me like a child."
and kind of my favourite slap in the face for him,
"As a final note. Carol has no say in this. None at all. You may be married to her, but she has no impact on my life and shall not have any say. I am YOUR son. It is OUR house. It will always been ours more than Carols. I respect that she's trying the best to make it her own. But I will not have her treating it as it is truly her house more than it is mine.
We lived there and John and I grew up there. It will always be more our home than Carols and I want to make that clear to YOU.
She's a nice woman and all, but she just seems so manipulative at times."


Soo yeah... Just little bits from the email.
I have to say, I'm not looking forward to his reply.
Annnd woops, I just noticed some typos... dang it.


So yeah...
Spent most of the day watching youtube videos.

Watched a Mists of Pandaria beta video. I really want to go home and just play WoW now. I really cannot wait for playing as a big fat panda! XD
I don't like how the female pandas look way off though... males look awesome, but the females are like... "lulwut?" since when did a panda have sex appeal? Weird Blizzard...

Anyhoo, other than that, been watching stuff on The Game Station. Been watching a fair amount of Dodger (DexerityBonus/PressHeart2Continue).
I had a moment in the TGS series, Iron Gamer, when she lost to the other three guys and had to be "killed" I saw how short she was compared to the "host" and I was like "dawwww so cuuuuuuuuute".
She's cute enough already, but throw her height into the mix too and I just love it. But it's annoying!
I wonder if there is a British Dodger who would like a chubby waste of time/space.
Meh...

Sooooooooo yeah...
I eventually uploaded a vlog.


Didn't go for my run tonight. Left it too late and honestly, not been in a good enough mood. The Stevenson thing was a bit of a blow and I, of course, am still concerned with what my dad may reply with...
Honestly though, he won't even think to keep me out of the house. But Carol may just try her hardest because she's manipulative, she doesn't like it when someone doesn't love her unconditionally and blaaaaaah...
Apparently she got a new car too... I hope dad didn't pay for it. Because that's BS. Her car was good enough. She had no reason to get a new car.
And if dad wants to get rid of my mum's old car, he best be prepared to give me the keys to his car or Carol's when I need to practice driving when I start my lessons again.

Anyhoooooooooooooo
Think I'll be off now. I'm tiredface.

Much love to all! Except Carol if she reads my blog for some bizarre reason...

BAIBAI <3