Forgot twice

Got cream on me hands and doing this on my phone. Want to keep it short.

Put a vlog up on ossyvlogs as usual.
Graham's attitude towards things bugged me a lot. his reasoning for everything is just so dumb!
He really needs to open his mind more...
Like, 4 people, talking about games and things. Having a laugh together. automatically makes them losers? I beg to differ. Particularly in this day and age!
the people in that podcast are essentially doing what I want to and will be doing in the future. So I guess I'm a loser in that sense too. Meh! It'll be a dream job for me, thats all I care about!

I'm going to try sleep nows.
Much love to all <3
Baibai

Early night for once

I'm tired so I'm going to bed right after this.
Was going to try watch Sherlock Season 2 Episode 2 but again, video screwed up... May need to use a different link. But it can wait until tomorrow.

Got up at a reasonable time today. Showered and headed off to the shop to get food.
Came back and went to Pizza Hut with Graham for lunch.
Annoying children are annoying...
And it's amusing how a table of like 10 year old girls, were given salad bowls. Doubt they know what a salad is!
Pretty sure the father of one of them, probably of the birthday girl, was giving Graham and myself evils... It was amusing. I'd love to know why but who cares!

We went to the Meadows for an hour or so. Was a nice day, although a bit too windy...
Headed back, Graham buggered off to his work placement and I came to the flat and did a vlog, watched TV and stuff online and blaaaaaaah.


I bought a few things at Tesco. Basic stuff. Bread, a few dinner things like sausages, cottage pies, one of those ready meal burgers.
Last time I had one, I stuck it in the microwave. Graham said the bread goes in too. It came out soggy... oh joy!
I got it this time so I could try it MY way.
Put the burger in the microwave, toasted the buns, added lettuce.

Tasted quite nice although still crap compared to a burger where you have mince, you mould it yourself, cook it yourself. Those are much nicer and probably healthier!

Watched Independence Day and Mythbusters. When ever the movie went to adverts I went to Mythbusters. It's a new season and stuff!
Pretty amazing what you can do with Duct Tape but the thing is, even if you do end up on an island, stranded, with a shit load of duct tape. You need to be good enough at building, to actually use it to build things like a hammock, a water container, a canoe and shoes for instance.

Graham came in just in time for his food. It finished cooking a minute or so before he got in.

We watched Independence Day, he thought it was shit...
He will learn one day, not everything is shit... Infact, most things are good... Music like Phil Collins, epic movies like Independence Day, etc...

Watched a few Harry Partridge animations before I showered and headed out actually.
He's pretty epic.
He did a few things like an Avatar "sex" scene, he did a thing about the Skyrim announcement.
There's also a very strange video about Nicholas Cage wanting cake and it keeps drawing me back... It's bad, but catchy, and there's a half naked women with jiggly boobs... It's hilarious really, I looked at comics and of course, "I don't want the cake, I want the woman" "Harry has mastered boob physics" "Please make porn!"
That last one is a bit sad... But that's the internet for you!

Only 32 videos it seems... He must have deleted a fair amount of his old stuff or hidden it.
Here are links anyway! These are videos I enjoy. You can easily get to the others =P
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0D8IRIYBSnk - Avatar
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5PJddmfesaA - Nicholas Cage Cake
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c9eGtyqz4gY - Skyrim
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kUTOaFs40Vk - Super Cop (L.A. Noire related)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k3Pjgs9I9Ns - Go Animate

Soooooooo that's my day...
Texted my dad to try find my black basketball and a spare pump to bring next Saturday when we meet up with Dan and his dad to see Edinburgh Rugby playing... Tulouse? I don't know... Some team...

Oh, also, here's a nice tweet I made.
*clears throat*
Thirty days, hath September, April, June and November. So why the fuck are April Fool videos going up on March 30th?!

Now I'm off to bed!
Much love to all! <3
NIGHT NIGHT!

Remember Me Nots

Yeah so I utterly forgot about my run...
And I nearly forgot about the blog!
Luckily I've done a vlog...
But YouTube is failing me... Here's the link rather than an embed.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J2fAufrhP7Q

Not much happened today either way...
Not much of a blog post but oh well. It's the truth...

I'm going to try sleep now. Night night.
Much love to all <3
BAAAAAAAI

tiredface

Didn't sleep at all at Dan's.

Nice walk to the flat though. Bright n sunny, but cold too. It worked well together. Although standing still would be a bad idea...

Got to the flat, had to wake up Graham to let me in. He was surprised that keys in the door stopped me from using my key in the door... granted, the chains were on too so it would make no difference...

Still!

I've been reading The Hunger Games for the whole day and until 4am really. I went to bed around 11ish and slept till 6.

I'm not a slow reader, but it was quite a good book, took a while to get through the 454 pages.

I do want to read the next book however. Definitely.

Just going to post what I said on facebook about watching the film. I'm too tired to really recall it.

"preeeetty much read the hunger games in a day. Nice story though, I want to read the next book fo' sho'! XD May hold off on the film though. I'm not a fan of films not sticking to the story. I realise they can't fit EVERY detail in, but needless changes, added dumb scenes... I just hate it.

I'll use a couple examples. Harry Potter, Tonks found Harry on the train under his cloak. Why did Luna in the movie? Needless change... And then the whole attack on the burrow from the death eaters... Dumb added scene"

So yeah.

That's mostly my day.

I recorded a couple videos and uploaded those not long ago.

Meant to do my run buuut I kind of messed that up by reading.

But I am allowed two days off. So that was my first unless I decided that kicking and chasing the rugby ball with Dan wasn't good enough.

Soooo here are videos for you to watch, I'm going to go to bed in a moment.

Just enjoying a few minutes of Dodger in Coffeh time. She's so freaking adorable. I wish I was older, better looking and living in LA. She seems so amaaazing.

This YouTube crush of mine is getting ridiculous... Doesn't help being lonely I guess! XD

Night night.

Much love to all! <3

BAAAI

Sorry it's short

I'm sorry but this blog post has to be short...
No matter how much I smile, watching youtube videos or Sherlock. I'm afraid today is just sad.

It was announced today, that on the 25th, Edd Gould, creator of Eddsworld on YouTube, lost his battle to cancer.
He was a very talented young man, he had a bright future. He turned down numerous jobs to do YouTube. He could have had a series on TV for instance...

My thoughts go out to Edds family and his friends.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jkEvbOsr138

I had a feeling something had happened when TomSka made a vlog saying that stuff was going on which was upsetting him. So I had a feeling something had happened.
He took down the video it seems. Maybe he didn't feel up to his promise of 3 vlogs a week.
Anyway yeah.

I have to say though. As sad as Edd's passing is, I cannot help but be annoyed by these religious people. "I hope you are happy in heaven, our prayers go out to you"
For one, who says he was a religious person? And how arrogant to even drag people into it. I don't give a toss about prayer or anything. It seems so insensitive to me.

I hate people who try to force their religion on others, no matter how minimal it may be. It just bugs me...


I'll just say though, because this is my regular blog after all.
Didn't do much today. Went shopping. Spent more than I wanted to... I hate how expensive things are... I could manage if I was actually given the full amount of JSA as some others get... I get £106 every two weeks. If I were 20 or 21, I'd get £200 odd... It's such a pain in the arse.. I'm probably in a worse situation and I don't see it getting better until my dad can accept that I am not going to return home under "his" new rules. I will go home if I can just go back to normality. I don't know how to get that through his thick skull... If I end up on the streets, it's on him. If I die, it's on him.
I don't care what happens to me in the long run, all I want, is for my dad to actually act like my dad...
His reason for not going back to normality is that I'm 19? So what? It's his damn fault I went on the wrong path in the first place. Now I have the right path ahead of me and he's doing nothing to support me. In fact, he's just trying to ruin my life essentially. What a fantastic father he is...

ANYWAY!
Uhh... Yeah so I'm at Dan's. Got a vlog on OssyVlogs. Technically number 10. Got another short video to put on DanAndSimon. Dan and I played with his rugby ball earlier annnnd finally... I'm playing Mortal Kombat on my profile this time. And I still hate it... Button mashing brain dead user's game... I prefer to play good games but I'm limited to this really...
Didn't do my run tonight because I was kicking the rugby ball around and chasing it down hill (I did a few times at least) earlier.
Soo yeah...
I think I'm meant to be leaving early today... I don't know if that'll happen as it's 6am... XD
Well anyway,

Much love to all <3 and as I said, my thoughts go out to Edd Gould's family and friends. He was a great guy and I'm sure he was a wonderful friend to have. I would hate to lose a friend like him.

Byebye

just the luls

Just throwing this out there for the sake of it existing... Recognise the first bastard to say "number 62"? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ukUw0we-pK4

Double fail

So I forgot that when I got up I was meant to do yesterday's blog... Which is a shame really because that was my 10th blog in a row. If you can count it anyway...

Sooooooo yeah...
Yesterday, spent the day waiting for my dad to reply. He didn't reply till today. And it was infuriating what he said.
He just doesn't understand how I feel.
The best way I could put it, was originally in a text I sent to Graham:
"It's because of Carol that I'm here in this flat. It's because of Carol that dad isn't going to John's graduation.
Carol has utterly disrupted my whole life and my dad doesn't seem to understand that."

Anyway, back on track... Uhhhh I don't remember much... Which is a pain because a few things happened... Sorry :c

I put up a couple videos.
Vloggings 9 It's a shame really that I slacked on the vlog tonight too... number 10 should be today, but I didn't get around to making a decent enough vlog... I think I'll do a few tomorrow. Not all will go on OssyVlogs. I'm going to Dan's and I've said that, we should both do vlogs, I don't think he has done any yet. But if we're in each other's vlog, it's a DaS Vlog and shall go on DanAndSimon.


Run Check #3



So anyway, it's Monday. Well technically Tuesday....
Today was meant to be Vlog #10 10 days in a row of vlogs... I failed. Sort of. I still got a video up. They're short as hell...



Sooo yeah....
I get my JSA tomorrow. Going to go to the shop to buy stuffs. Then go to Dan's to annoy him.

Currently watching The Game Station Podcast #6 with TotalBiscuit/TotalHalibut/CynicalBrit, Jesse/OMFGCata, Dodger/DexterityBonus/PressHeart2Continue and Simon from the Yogscast.
I don't much like Simon honestly... I think I've said it a few times... But it's weird how Simon and Jesse are like, so alike.

I actually just remembered something I did yesterday though.
A little project I'll be doing in future, if I'm able to go home again at least... I don't know how anything is going to go, but I don't know why my dad just won't have things going back, mostly, to how they were before...
I want to just return to some form of normality honestly... Anyway!
This is the only thing I'm giving away with this little project. Just a crappy picture I put together.

Chrisseh may be able to guess what that's about. But yeah...

Sooooooooooo that's it for me. Going to watch videos. Will probably be going to bed around 3am...

Gotta try be up early-ish tomorrow to shower, go to the shops and greggs for a nice lunch. Then head off to Dan's to bug him for the day and night and some of the next day...

Much love to all! <3

BAIBAI

Balls...

Totally forgot about me blog. But its 6am... Todays events will have to wait til when I wake up. Sorry!
Much love to all <3
Baibai

The Game Station

I TOTALLY want to be a part of The Game Station on YouTube...
I'd love to do like 3 hour long podcasts with TotalBiscuit, Dodger and whoever else.
Of course I'd need to have played a lot of games in order to take part in the conversation with everyone...
Oh well!

Seems this is a bit of an angry blog post today... Oh well! XD

Sooooooo slow day again.
Had a bacon sandwich for lunch.
Sausages in bread with ketchup for dinner.
Going to be having sausages in bread with ketchup for lunch tomorrow. Then I'll have to wait for Graham to come back with shopping (I hope!) so I can have dinner. But then lunch and dinner for Monday may be a problem...
If we get bacon and chicken. I can do a bacon sandwich again and then ch-bacon for dinner.
Not too filling but it's a dinner!
Then Tuesday I get money! WOO.

RIGHT!
So other than that. Been watching more stuff on The Game Station. Iron Gamer, on the second podcast. Wish I hadn't started it honestly... 20 minutes in, 2 hours and 45 minutes to go. It's 4am!

Watched TomSka's new video. It's got me concerned now...
He's not in a good place, and judging from what I know and the tags on the video. Edd from Eddsworld, is not doing well with his cancer battle...
There's really little information and I really want to be filled in, but naturally, I'm a nobody to them. And they'd probably thing I'd start spreading it everywhere if they did tell me.
God only knows why they'd decide to tell me... But if they did, I wouldn't...
It's a weird scenario really but basically. I think Edd may not be doing too well...

Ho hum...
Soooo I didn't get a reply from my dad today regarding my little angry email...
I read on facebook, he's not going to my brother's graduation. Instead he's going on holiday with Carol.
What the fuck is with that?
Your eldest son is graduating soon, and you're not going to watch? Fucking ass...
If I'm lucky enough to graduate from Uni, I don't know if I'd even invite him. Assuming of course, he's not going on holiday for mine too. God sake.
I'm glad that my dad is happy again, but for the love of God, Carol is tearing the family apart. She is poison to this family and she really should either stop screwing around with my family, or just fuck off out of it.
If my dad for some reason, turns around all like "You can't come home" I think it's safe to say, that's Carol's influence.
But it'll get no where.
I was brought up there, I have lived there for all but 4 years of my life. She has no right to anything relating to my life and that house. If she even dares to get me kicked out. She's going to have the Osbornes and Cheatles coming down on her fucking head.
NO ONE in my family will stand for her doing this. And believe me, it's pretty damn obvious she's the only cause for this crap.

I applied to the Further Education course in Carnegie today. I don't see why I'd be turned down for that really. So it shouldn't be a problem.
And regardless of how my dad reacts to my email, I WILL be going home in the Summer if not before.
I can't wait to go home and just play WoW again. I have to catch up with everyone, do the new raid a few times to try get gear, do the new dungeons too. I came SO close to being geared in the Firelands raid gear.
I had the Death Knight Tier... 12? Set, up to my helmet and shoulders. My shoulders were Tier 11 and my helmet was an alternative to the Tier 12. I needed the Tier 12 helmet and shoulders, and an alternative to the chest for Best In Slot stuff. Then it'd be onto getting the heroic versions. But yeah anyway...
I have a few things I want to get done before Mists of Pandaria comes out. And it's likely that'll come some time around my birthday. My 20th birthday... 20 years old and I've done like fuck all. How special does that make me feel!
Anyway Uhhhhhhhhh what else have I done today...
Did some more fiddling on the guitar.
Recorded a couple videos.
First was a guitar thing and the second is just Run Check #2. This time before I headed out so I could upload it while running.

I ended up running for about half an hour again.
Running/jogging/walking. Anyway uh.
I think that's everything.

It's a bit annoying how YouTube has said like, I upload my videos on what ever day it is for me. So if I upload a video now, it's uploaded as the 25th of March. It used to be 8 hours behind because YouTube is 8 hours behind.
Basically it means, my vlogs which are meant to be daily, as unvloggy as they are, seem to be uploaded on a bit of a weird schedule instead! XD
All I can say though, when I wake up later today (lawl) I will shower and try make a proper random vlog of some sort.
Anyyhooo that's all from meeee.

Much love to all! <3
BAI BAI

dawww so cuuuuuute

Soo today...
today...


Certainly not a decent day...


Got an email from Stevenson College saying I was denied for the Media Technology Course.
So much for getting looked into more thoroughly regardless of my lower grades...
I was told I'd still be looked at because I had applied long before the requirements went up. And also I was even TOLD I had decent enough results...
They didn't even bother looking at any previous work I had done.
Tossers...


I know it's their job, but for the love of god. Have some common bloody sense.


Anyhoo, I emailed my dad, he replied with an annoying as ever email...
He's so bloody useless sometimes.
Anyway, my only real option is to go home and attend Carnegie College (again) to do the Further Education course.
Basically that would mean, I'm not in Edinburgh so I'm away from everything good, I am stuck home with my pain in the ass father, brother (when he's home) and Carol.


I replied to dad with a fairly angry email I have to say...


Like,
"But if I come back, then I expect you to actually respect me enough to not treat me like a child."
and kind of my favourite slap in the face for him,
"As a final note. Carol has no say in this. None at all. You may be married to her, but she has no impact on my life and shall not have any say. I am YOUR son. It is OUR house. It will always been ours more than Carols. I respect that she's trying the best to make it her own. But I will not have her treating it as it is truly her house more than it is mine.
We lived there and John and I grew up there. It will always be more our home than Carols and I want to make that clear to YOU.
She's a nice woman and all, but she just seems so manipulative at times."


Soo yeah... Just little bits from the email.
I have to say, I'm not looking forward to his reply.
Annnd woops, I just noticed some typos... dang it.


So yeah...
Spent most of the day watching youtube videos.

Watched a Mists of Pandaria beta video. I really want to go home and just play WoW now. I really cannot wait for playing as a big fat panda! XD
I don't like how the female pandas look way off though... males look awesome, but the females are like... "lulwut?" since when did a panda have sex appeal? Weird Blizzard...

Anyhoo, other than that, been watching stuff on The Game Station. Been watching a fair amount of Dodger (DexerityBonus/PressHeart2Continue).
I had a moment in the TGS series, Iron Gamer, when she lost to the other three guys and had to be "killed" I saw how short she was compared to the "host" and I was like "dawwww so cuuuuuuuuute".
She's cute enough already, but throw her height into the mix too and I just love it. But it's annoying!
I wonder if there is a British Dodger who would like a chubby waste of time/space.
Meh...

Sooooooooo yeah...
I eventually uploaded a vlog.


Didn't go for my run tonight. Left it too late and honestly, not been in a good enough mood. The Stevenson thing was a bit of a blow and I, of course, am still concerned with what my dad may reply with...
Honestly though, he won't even think to keep me out of the house. But Carol may just try her hardest because she's manipulative, she doesn't like it when someone doesn't love her unconditionally and blaaaaaah...
Apparently she got a new car too... I hope dad didn't pay for it. Because that's BS. Her car was good enough. She had no reason to get a new car.
And if dad wants to get rid of my mum's old car, he best be prepared to give me the keys to his car or Carol's when I need to practice driving when I start my lessons again.

Anyhoooooooooooooo
Think I'll be off now. I'm tiredface.

Much love to all! Except Carol if she reads my blog for some bizarre reason...

BAIBAI <3

Run Checks begin!

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Got up today around 12ish. Stayed in my sleeping bag for like, an hour...
Dan didn't bother going to his work, he decided he'd go later.
He cooked me some bacon which I had in a sammich of course. Thanks Mr DaniBokko.
We played Mortal Kombat, again. I do hate that button mashing fighting game... Or any  button mashing fighting game really...
They bore me.
But I really do wonder, why they have the females dressed so little and yet, they never show a nipple or anything. I'm not saying I want them to, but for goodness sake. The whole boob could be exposed, but the nipple covered, and that's ok?

What ever...

Went to the Job Centre for my sign on thing. Talked to the Walrus lady.
Headed back to the flat.
Ran into Kerr on the way back.
Had a little chat then parted ways again.

He had a purple mark down the middle of his chest, I'm curious what he did to it. I thought it was a burn but he said it was a scar. Didn't occur to me to ask how he got it.
Was weird...

Anyhooooo
Stopped at Tesco to get bread.

Didn't do a whole lot once I got in.
Recorded and uploaded OssyVlogs 7


Meant to record another guitar recording because I had forgotten about Snow Patrol and Green Day.
First two songs I learnt pretty much...
Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars
Green Day - Wake Me Up When September Ends

I should correct myself, I learnt the start of the songs...
Learnt a few more bits earlier.
Since I was watching The Simpsons Movie I went to learn Green Day's cover of the Simpsons theme tune.
Gave Foo Fighters - The Pretender a go.
Nightwish - The Islander
There was another I think. Forgotten it... Oh well!

Uhhh...

Had a large-ish dinner.
Graham had this chicken and chips meal thing. The chips were shite.... Just utter shite... for one, they didn't all even cook properly!
But yeah, we shared that and a garlic bread and then had chicken wrapped in bacon.
Graham's looked like an egg. That was amusing.
Ch-bacon egg.

Went for my run earlier. Was outside for half an hour. Not much but it's something.
Recorded OssyVlogs Run Check #1 after my third or fourth run.
As I'm writing this sentence, it's at 80% uploaded.
Here we go! Enjoy the short video! XD

So now I'm lying in my bed, listening to Stephen Fry's Moab is my Washpot.
Had a dairy milk caramel earlier. Just wanted to try it.
I had a galaxy one not too long ago, was nice.
This was not though...
The after taste was nasty...
The galaxy one was like, more chocolate tasting than caramel and no after taste. Or at least, not a horrible one!

I'm going to try work out some healthy meals I can get with the JSA money next week.
I certainly need to starting having a breakfast...
Maybe I can just stick to what I usually have, it's not the healthiest but it's not that bad either.
Just add a breakfast of branflakes and raisins or if I can find them, Honey Loops.
Lunch is usually Marmite Sandwich, sometimes 2 (4 slices of bread), dinner is varying. Sometimes I have sausages in bread with ketchup, sometimes a ready meal lasagne, once in a while a ready meal cottage pie. I do love those. And the odd Ch-bacon. So not that bad I suppose.
I'll have to bug Dan about it I think. Or google I suppose...
Meh...

That's me for the night. Going to wait for this video to upload so I can embed it above, then try sleep. Or listen to Stephen Fry for a bit longer.

Much love to all! <3
BAIBAI

Dear Youtube... Y U SO SLOW?!

Got up late again today. Had an alarm to wake me up at 12 but I hit dismiss, then turned it off and slept till 3pm. GO ME!
Watched videos, watched TV, recorded a couple videos. Uploaded videos........
That's more or less it :c

I do wish I had more to do.
I guess I probably should have gone for a run. Why should I only go out when it's dark? Probably because it's less busy and I run on the road.

Anyhoo
Uhhh yeah...
That's honestly it. I haven't done like, anything interesting to tell other than recorded and uploaded videos...

This video is from my run last night, sorry if it's bad at the end, still not seen it.
I wanted to watch it in Media Player before uploaded but for some reason, this laptop is a retard.
It can't play a video properly. It makes no sense to me.



Following that, I uploaded a video of myself attempting to play a few more songs on my guitar.
This is the list of songs:
Tenacious D - Classico
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Forgotten the names...
The Wanted - Glad You Came
Skillet - Comatose? Dunno...
First four chords of Put Your Lights On by Santana
Metallica - The Unforgiven
Iron Maiden - Number of The Beast
Made up my own song, kind of sounds like a Pirates of The Caribbean song though.
Linkin Park - Bleeding Out


Last video was an OssyVlogs video, number 6. I was feeling too gross to show myself on the camera so I just recorded my monkey figurine thing.
Dunno if I said before, but it's a monkey thing to "help concentration" I don't know if it works or not really... But it's from my Aunt, it's made from... something and it's a monkey, most likely because I was born in the year of the monkey.


Sooo... Uhh...
Went to Dan's. Got there about 9.30. He took ages to get out to come to the shop. Yet again, we were yelled at for being in there after 10. As in, we were in and took too long to get out really.

Now I need to actually finish my job centre stuff, this is the latest I've been with it... Woops!

Yeah, me thinks I shall go do that now then go to sleep.
Apparently I have to leave around 11 or something? Dan's going into work for some reason, he's not got work, he's going in to sort something... I could have stayed till 1pm then left at 20 to 2 to get to my job centre appointment at 2.30.
It doesn't take 50 mins to walk there, but I prefer to walk with plenty of time to be sloooooow...
Now I have to walk to the flat, sleep for a bit, then walk to the job centre. It's longer that way. It sucks!

Saw that McDonalds is doing monopoly stuff again... I want McDonalds now because I want to win shit... XD

I need to go do this stuff now. I don't want to sleep less than I have to really.
Be back tomorrow!
Much love to all! <3
Baibai

This is a title

For lack of any imagination, I award myself... a cookie!

I just watched a video about the female pandaren, they've been unveiled recently and it's amusing to me...
Mists of Pandaria, the next WoW expansion, the new race: Pandaren which are Pandas in short...
The male pandaren, look great! Amazing infact! What a panda should be like!
And the female pandaren? Well... WoW now appeals to the furry demographic... Or something like that!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MdXJqBiXMQc

Anyhoo!
Got up today at 3pmish. Made a video, made a marmite sammich of course and uploaded the video I recorded last night, followed by the morning video!
Last night's video:

This morning's video:

Did random stuff today...
Graham got in, called me a cunt as a normal greeting. Thanks mate! What a friend huh?
We watched Saw 7. Graham laughed a bit too much...
Been messing around with me guitar all day again. Trying to learn more songs to play.
Recorded myself attempting to play Tenacious D - Classico. Not too well but oh well!

Found something new about my flip cam too!
I thought my flip cam was broken, most of them have a red light to say you're recording. Mine was off by default for some reason!
So it's on now. Woo!
Spoke to Dan about doing my run routine daily. He said I should do it 5 days a week. Giving myself 2 days rest.
Makes sense, so yah.
Which days shall I take off... Weekends are too obvious really. I'll mix it up a bit I think.

I recorded the first part of my run earlier. Started as I walked around the block and stopped after the first run section.
I'll upload it tomorrow because it's 8 minutes long, it'll take a few hours...
Hate that...

In the Vlog I do reveal a sad truth, but I believe that will not happen again.
I am in a new frame of mind now. I am doing what I want to be doing, I am achieving what I want to achieve. I have stuck to my goals thus far, and that shall not change any time soon.

Will be going to Dan's again tomorrow. Going to leave my sleeping bag there this time. Got to go to the Job Centre anyway, cannot be bothered taking that damn bag with me it's too much strain on my shoulder.
Going to take tomorrow off running too to save myself packing a lot into my bag to take to Dan's. No need to over pack if I can avoid it. As long as I have my sleeping bag, preferably pyjamas, in this case, just trousers and something to be a sort of pillow, I'm fine.

At long last also, the fridge doesn't stink so much any more. It's nice. Now we just need to keep it "fresh" eat the food before it goes bad and such.
I poured some old milk out into the sink. Only went off on the 14th, but it was chunky... That ACTUALLY made me say "eww..." I don't do that, like, ever...
But if that was what the 6 day old milk was like, who knows how bad the milk from the 8th is!

Spent a long time sorting my ipod. It had to update, first time in a long time... I then removed songs from it, added new ones, so on. I checked a box which meant it was taking forever...
Woops...
I wanted to use my iPod to listen to music and time the run because I couldn't find my watch and Graham was sleeping so I couldn't turn on the light...
Oh well!

Zoe told me the Next store in the Gyle were looking for people so I went on the gyle recruitment site, nothing... They never update it!
So I went to the Next site, found a few options to search, the only one that had an opening in the gyle, was an apprenticeship that wanted dumb people... Not kidding...
They didn't want you to have any qualifications above Level 4, which is Intermediate 1. I've got one Intermediate 1 grade. That was Geography, because I couldn't do Int 2 because I failed to pay enough attention.
At SMC, rather than doing like, a normal way of learning, we went from, what ever we did in S2, to Intermediate 2 in S3/4 and S5 you'd do Higher. Most places do one year on Int 2 and 2 years on Higher. Not SMC... But I have no highers anyway. Oh well.
Blahblahblah words and things and stuff...

I need to finish up some job search stuff to write down in the planner thing to show the walrus lady on Thursday.
It may be cruel, but she's made a poor impression on me...
She's large, she flails around when she's typing, she's just such a walrus to me. It's hilarious XD
Don't get me wrong, I don't think all large people are like that. But when they spend all day, 5 days a week, sitting at a computer, unable to type any faster or quieter, flailing around on the keyboard really, as well as being large? Well... there's just no hope.

I still don't know how to think of myself really... I mean, I am a large guy, about 5'8/9, 210-220lbs (15.5 stone), but I don't look that bad.
In this new frame of mind I have, I'm mostly positive now about things. But seeing myself just makes me wonder...
What would you think? I certainly dislike my double chin, "beer belly" and "love handles" but overall, I'm not that big. So I just don't know.

Going to finish watching some videos. Or maybe go to bed now...

Oh and I want to add something to a list.
A tiny, tiny list.
My YouTube crushes!

Courtney - Courtneypants
Dodger (don't know her actual name! Found out at one point but forgot) - Dexteritybonus/presshearttocontinue

As I've said before, Courtney is cute, beautiful, crazy, like, actually full on crazy. She made a video when she was sitting on a toilet with diarrhoea! Apart from that, she just seems awesome to me.
Dodger is like, the same (Apart from the diarrhoea vlogging), but she's also short. Think she said in a video she's like 4'9? And I don't know what it is, but short girls just seem so very cute to me. Granted, there are "uggos" but still...
I just seem to like the idea of like, having to pick up a girl completely to kiss them. It's interesting to me.

Sooooo that's more or less everything from moi!
Please do subscribe to my OssyVlogs channel, number 5 of my vlogs will be up tomorrow. I think I'll be doing Swedish? Fam I think it is? I'm doing the first 10 in various languages for the title number, but after it'll be numerical numbers (11, 12, 13, etc) and I will most likely add a title like I do with these blogs really. A sort of really short description of the vlog? I dunno.
Anyhoo! Night night everyone.
Much love to all! <3

P.S. I hate how I can't just put html stuff in the compose tab version of this blog and have it work... But blogger is all like "AWW HELLS NO! If you is wanting to html all up in this hizzle, you to the html tizzle!"

hizzle = here
tizzle = tab

dumb thing...

Freaking mountain o' views

Looked at the page views graph my blog has, it's not had that many, the most was 19, which forms the peak of this mountain of which I speak... XD
But it has a pretty nice downward slope. It's interesting to meeee

So today was fairly... eventful/less

I barely slept at all last night... The price of going to a friends' without the usual sleeping stuff and being too...
I don't know. Awkward?
Too something, to ask for a pillow or to sleep on the foot of the bed or something.
When I go to Dan's, even when he had two single beds to make his bed before he got his new one, I slept on the floor.
I don't honestly know why.
I'm odd...

I was up till 4ish playing Mortal Kombat.
I seriously hate that god forsaken game. Which begs the question, why was I still playing it... I wasn't even playing it on my own profile, so it was pointless!
But I got to a fight between a couple robots, and Dan and I worked our way to the end where we spent a LONG time trying to beat the last guy, as far as I know, he's unbeaten still.
Fucking boss of a boss... It's ridiculous.
I'm getting bored of looking through my blogs to find swear words to put a strike through them... I may just leave them from now on. It's not like this was originally a family friendly reading source...

Anywaysh, Dan cooked me some bacon and I had it in a sammich.
I do love me some bacon n ketchup in bread.
But it doesn't beat the last thing Dan cooked us. Think I mentioned it before, but it was Nandos Chicken basically.
Chicken with mild Nandos sauce.
Had that in a roll with lettuce. Was niiiiice.

Uhhhhhhhhh so I left Dan's just a bit after he left for work. Sometime around 12. Went to SMC to pick up my reference form from Mr Garden. He had left it in the reception area.
Was interesting to be walking through the school grounds while all the kids were running around. Seniors were just coming out for lunch. Or at least, the seniors with early passes.
The mixture of changed things in the school and being really quite tired, made me feel like falling over when I went in the old college building at one point.
There used to be a step with the door. I made to go up that step but it was gone.
My sub concious kicked in to make me look crazy. Thanks for that!

There's also a massive wheelchair ramp at the side now.
It's like, so pointless... The ramp like, begins at some steps... I don't know why wheel chair ramps need to be so long on such a shallow incline. It's pointless in my opinion... Uses up far more space than it has to.
Why don't wheel chairs just work on robot legs.. that'd make live more... insane.

So I picked up the reference anyway.
I don't think I've ever actually spoken to Mr Garden in person. Amusing really. But he's the careers advisor.

Got to the flat... At some point.
Began uploading the vlog I had partially recorded yesterday before my camera battery died on me.
Recorded another vlog which is currently uploading, nearly there. Sort of.
Went for a nap, was asleep for about an hour, then Graham got in with Zoe. For some reason Zoe threw a water bottle at me and then they both buggered off to Dunfermline.
That was nice...
But I slept for about two more hours. So ha.
Can't quite remember what I did when I finally got up again.
I think I just grabbed my guitar, continued to try and play some songs, and watch Saw 3 and onwards.
Next film to watch is Saw 7 at this point. So I'll be doing that then going to bed.
Some scenes in the saw films made me chuckle a bit. Like, the fact that, Amanda in the third film, she's such a cry baby psycho bitch. And the kid in the sixth film, he's like a typical moody teenager, who just killed someone. Hopefully he'll stop being a moody cunt.
I really couldn't stand the thought of being in the position of some of the people in the film, for obvious reasons.
But like, the sixth film, where the guy has to choose two of his six friends and employees, to live.
Makes me wonder actually, if Jigsaw were real, would he have a reason to take me into one of his games?
I haven't done much that was incredibly bad.
Stealing from my parents is bad, yes, but that's what a chubby teenager does when we wants his chocolate fix.

Anyhoozles...
uhhh...
think that's more or less everything for today.
Had a Chicken Tikka Masala for dinner. Use by date was the 16th. Tasted fine.
Honestly, when I thought about it. The use by date is fairly meaningless on a ready meal like Chicken Tikka Masala...
The chicken is already cooked for instance, you're just reheating it. Sure it could go bad after a week or something, but then you have the sauce and rice.
I don't know what happens if you were to keep it for a week, like, I doubt mould would appear but would it go off at all?
Bleh...

Reminds me actually, when I was at Dan's, I used his scales.
First time I used it in a while was not long before going home for a weekend. I was down to 15 stone. 210 pounds, still fairly big for a 19 year old but for some reason I'm OK with that. Although, I do want it lower. I don't care how much I weigh in the end, I just don't want a "beer belly" as I see it now.
When I lie down though, I do wonder, do I have big bones or anything?
Like, if I poke at my thigh, there isn't that much space between my skin and bone. And my rib cage seems to stick out a fair bit. Maybe that's natural...
All I know is, when I sit down, my legs look super fat, whereas, standing up, they don't look as bad, the love handles are a pain to me... If they weren't there, it would be more or less, a straight line as it were. And then there's me belly and double chin which was nicely shown in the second vlog. That bugged me a bit XD

I know I said I wouldn't make excuses for not going on my run/jog/walk thing every night, and I wanted to go tonight honestly, start the week by starting the daily runs. (HA!) But I'm just far too tired.
I think I should really leave my sleeping bag at Dan's.
As long as I have my blazer or what ever with me, and I usually take my laptop in my rucksack, then I can stick my blazer or hoodie and my shirt in the bag. (I prefer to sleep without a shirt on, it feels constricting at times but I have to at the flat because it's so cold when I get into bed)

Soooo I think that's mostly it for me.
I gave up trying to work out how to play Put Your Lights On by Santana. It's a fantastic song and I recommend you listen to it, but I just looked up a tabs/chords thing. But it just doesn't sound right to me when I try to play the intro.
Took a look at Serj Tankian's Empty Walls. Thankfully I can play it with standard tuning, unfortunately, it sounds like shit without an amp! And I didn't bring mine back to the flat because I would, no doubt, get us in trouble for the noise.

If you want to watch me awful vlogs, then please go to OssyVlogs and hit subscribe to be notified of future uploads of which I hope there will be many!
And I shall be back tomorrow!

Night night everyone.
Much love to all <3
Take care.

Mortal Kombat is crap...

In short, I don't like these button mashing fighting games...
They are so very boring to me.
It is amusing how there is a character called Noob though. But it's also ridiculous how every female character in this, pretty much has their tits out.

I don't like this game at all...

So today began, getting out of bed around 3ish. I had my lunch, I made the last blog post about me goals, I followed Shay on his marathon and #shayathonLA on twitter.
Meant to go for a shower but I was distracted by that.
Eventually did go for a shower, and I tried to make a vlog!
My flip cam battery actually died for once.
So there is about 5 minutes of something, I've not yet watched it back. But I'm sure I missed something. I think I may upload it anyway and just add a part two since the battery died on me and I cba refilming!

Went to Dan's and then to Sainsburys.
They're doing instant break hot chocolate for £2 there. Usually it's like £3-4 everywhere...
I ended up staying at Dan's and so here I am sitting on his old chair playing Mortal Kombat and hating how, as much as I hate this game, I'm still playing...

Got a chicken tikka masala to eat at the flat... hope it's alright, it's use by date was the 16th? Not sure. Maybe 15th... I think I may be throwing it out either way.
Not sure how much money I have left for food though. Will be a tight week. Thought I would be OK but I guess not!

Got to go into SMC tomorrow afternoon too to get my referee form from Mr Garden. He's the careers advisor.
For some reason, he couldn't edit the pdf file I sent him. Even though I did... So he had to print it off and fill it in. Oh joy!
So I will either be mailing it to Stevenson or scanning it somehow and then emailing.

Bleh...

May go to sleep. It's 4am almost.

Either way! So far, I'd say doing well with the goals. Although I've not started my daily running yet. May start that tomorrow when I get back to the flat.
Not may, I will!
So I will definitely be doing at least one vlog tomorrow, while I'm on me run!

Much love to all <3

I always think of Cleveland Brown when I say bye... XD

BAIBAI

Li'l Amending

I think I should clarify my goals a bit, if I feel they need to be more clear like, Goals are only really worth something if you have a date to do it by.
Because of how Blogger does their coding and I don't really know how to get around it. (I think I do actually!) I've numbered my goals and then done bullet points in the same order to give more information on the goals.

heh, told you I knew how to get around it! XD I'm so glad I got off my arse and learnt more html!
I could add "Learn MOAR html" to this actually... But yeah I don't actually write these blogs in html, I just go to the html tab when I need to do something that way like, embedding a video or in this case, structuring the list of numbers.

1. Make a blog post every day/night for the next month. 
Just post anything worth posting every day/night so that in the settings, the dates are constant from March 15th to April 15th. So far it's been 15, 16, 17, 18 and of course, I will no doubt make an actual post tonight so 18 will be there twice.
2. Stay happy/cheered up for a week.
As much as something may get me down, I must not go back into a state where I feel sorry for myself and feel like the world is on my shoulders. Smiling as much as I can, (as unsmiling as my smile is!) will help.
3. Record short one take vlogs and upload them to OssyVlogs at least once a day.
Even if I'm doing like, nothing, I will make a video and upload it to OssyVlogs. Perhaps this will be a good way to make sure I go for a run every day? If I record myself running and upload when I get back in.
4. Run more often.
I do enjoy running, and running daily would suit me fine I'm sure. My ultimate goal however, is to lose a fair amount of weight before May 4th. My cousin Ollie's wedding. Cannot say how annoying my Granddad can be when it comes to my being chubby. I've never really even been that bad! But that's just old people for you I suppose.
5. Finish writing the scripts, then film two of them (comedy and serious video) to send to Stevenson College.
I've written three (short) scripts, I have a fourth to do which is relatively serious but I want to do a completely serious video but I don't have any ideas for it. So in the end, I want to have 6 scripts written, 1 serious video and 1 comedy video recorded (with more than one camera), edited and uploaded to YouTube
6. Email the careers advisor at SMC for a reference for SCE
Did that on Thursday night, but because I went to bed so late I was unable to collect it at lunch time on Friday so I have to wait till Monday.
7. Get a copy of my SQA results to send to SCE
I think I will have to wait until next Tuesday when I have money again so I can get a bus to Dalgety Bay and scan the reference from SMC and my SQA results then. For some reason, the careers advisor couldn't just add text to the PDF file and send it back to me. Guess he doesn't know how to use his computer!
8. Email my SQA results, Referee form and any scripts to SCE
   It may be an idea for me to get some form of recording done so I can go to Dalgety Bay to scan the reference form and SQA results, but also edit and upload videos to send to Stevenson so that I don't have to make another trip to the Bay and a separate email to SCE
9. Learn more html and continue work on The DaS Website
   Carry on learning html to add to my maaaaaad skillz, continue working on The DaS Website and maybe Chrisseh and I can do that little venture where we do websites for people and get paid monies. It'd be a pretty interesting past time plus, money is nice. XD

It actually is quite an interesting confidence booster to know that, the coding on this blog had the numbers like li and /li and simply by adding dt /dt and dd /dd I was able to structure this in such a way that I got what I wanted! XD
But anyway. I have a feeling I've messed up the structure no this paragraph. But meh, it doesn't matter THAT much to me to want to fix it completely.
So I think I will go and shower, and go to the shop. Need more hot chocolate and I do enjoy dipping biscuits/cookies into it XD. Could do with more food too. Got one Chicken Tikka Masala left in the fridge.
That fridge is freaking nasty by the way. No matter what we do, the thing just stinks! We have had bad things in there before, but we've taken them out, cleaned it, even Andrew tried some thing which was meant to make the fridge smell nice. It's not worked at all!
But anyway, I'll be off now. Think I shall make a short vlog to put up which would just be a video version of this goals post really. Without all the tedious html fiddling! Not that it's tedious. I like it honestly.

Much love to all, baibai! <3

P.S. turns out my little extra html (simply p /p) has done the trick of fixing the structure. Also, turns out blogger does br / twice, that's a new line basically. I don't see why it does it twice really but I only did it once per line in that last section.

Slipped me mind... Damn

Yeah so, I knew I had to do my blog post, but as soon as my laptop shuts down, my brain kicks in... Cba booting it up again though! Sorry.
So today... Not much again. Finished my sausages for lunch. Watched wales win the six nations. Followed by england taking second place. Scotland was dead last. Ha!
Watched rise of the planet of the apes again. Great film. I need a better copy though. Same for real steel.
Applied to a few jobs. 3 of which are various positions in asda in leith.
Attempted to guess my way into learning "put your lights on" by santana on my guitar. Only managed to work out 4 chords.
Was watching courtneypants on youtube while I did.
I think courtney is my youtube crush. She is cute, funny, insane. Its epic really.
I also had some LX tape graham brought from his work placement. I made my guitar silly.
I want to do something on my laptop too but I don't know what..  Atm it has "POOPY =]" that graham put there ages ago.
Buuuut yeah. Thats about it for me
Think I may make a new goal too.
I've stuck to everything so far. More or less...
The blogs are being failish so far. Surprisingly, staying happy is doing well. Even when my dutch friend was telling me he was suicidal again....
It didn't get my down as much as it would do. If at all. Although I would be very upset if he did die.
But yeah.
New goal! Well goals...
-make short one take vlogs and stick them online
-try and run more often. Daily? Multiple times daily? I enjoy it, and I need something better to be doing in my unproductive days!

Night night everyone! Much love to all.
Even though im sure he doesn't read it, hope you are ok my dutch bro. Love you man.
Baibai <3

Aand a technical fail already

So its 4.15, no real blog post. Was watching saw 1 and 2 with graham and ben. Was 3.20 when we finished.
Soo yeah, honestly though, not much happened today anyway. Went to bed late, up at like 2. Although I went to sleep again til like 5!
Made a bacon sandwich because the bacon would be going off soon.
Had a veeeeery weird moment when dan came on windows live messenger. I won't go into it.

Pretty much it for me then. Night night all. Hope I don't get indigestion from the sausages I had earlier. Had to eat them. Use by date was 15th.
Much love to all! <3 baibai

Sup? Long time no... blog?

So I should have really gotten back to blogging a while ago. Pretty much when I got Graham's 3 stick for internet.
But that accidental break from using the internet just ruined it for me honestly... Really annoying and poor timing.


I got my JSA on Tuesday and finally got my phone sorted, so I'm back on my phone's internet. It's good to have that back.


Over the weekend I was at home as I said before. Surprisingly I didn't get annoyed at all by my dad, brother or Carol.
That made an interesting change.


Carol sewed a couple buttons back onto my blazer for me, she forgot the hole in my pocket though but I just stuck a couple safety pins in there.


I meant to make a Hot Chocolate Time vlog, but that meant I'd have to render the last one, (first one) which would take hours on my laptop still and my brother still hasn't returned my pen drive so I couldn't transfer the files.
I could have used my external hard drive, but for some reason the plug doesn't work anymore, so I have a 1tb hard drive, which I can no longer use!
Oh and also, I forgot the hot chocolate I had at the flat! Go me...


Totally forgot, I watch the latest Muppets film. With Jason Segel and various other celebrities appearing as themselves, Jack Black, Whoopie Golberg, Neil Patrick Harris.
I actually was like "NEIL PATRICK HARRIS!" when he came on. Spammed Chrisseh XD
But yeah, the film was like, so good. I've never really watched the muppets or anything, but the movie was just oh so cheesey in all the right ways, and the casual breaking the fourth wall, "boy, this will be a short film!" for instance. It's not quite breaking the fourth wall but still. It was brilliant and I loved that film.
Even the credits were hilarious, all thanks to "Mahna Mahna! Doo doooo doo do doo" XD


Watched an amazing video on Sunday though. And I think it's changed me.
Whether it's temporary or permanent, I don't know. I hope it's permanent though.


I watched Shaytards "One Take Sunday" even though it had editing in it! At the end of it, it had a slideshow of pictures of Shay from the start of his vlogs, three years ago, to sometime recently, probably his birthday on March 5th I think it was?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sjvVSZ4xX34
For one, Rocktard is just freaking adorable in this, but for another, the first song of the montage is an important factor in this new feeling I have.


So the montage, as I said, Shay from three years ago, to around about now.
When it was in the third year, I was watching Shay lose weight, shave his beard, grow it back again and I just felt something click.
Shay has really been an important part of my life, as weird as that is to even be possible considering I'm simply watching a video.
I posted a comment on the video, it's only got 3 thumbs up so far XD.




I just want to say, Thank you Shay for letting us into your life. I can't believe I've been watching you for two whole years. Give or take a few days! That ending of the video was just so amazing to me and seeing your face after you lost the weight and shaved off beardtard (again), it made me realise just how much you've been in my life and what you mean to me. I see you as one of the best friends I've ever had. Love you Shay and the Shaytards

I don't care if that seems sad in a way, and also I've been watching for over two years. Watching the video again, I saw one of the captions when they were in Vegas for Shay's flash mob video.

So yeah, I've been watching Shay and his family for over two years, he's a part of my life regardless of anything.

He's an inspirational man.

So that video made something click in my head, and I also downloaded the first song form the montage, Shaytards Rap by TobySOAP.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RkWHvy6otN4 

Every time I listen to it I smile.

I've not felt sad or anything since I saw that video.

It's nice to not feel sad for a long time for once.

So I have a goal now, I want to go another week, feeling just as happy, if not happier. And if I can manage that week, I'll do it again and again and again. Weeks will turn into months, months into years. I don't want to be sad. I want to be happy, and as the title of the picture that was painted for Shay, which is also now my phone's wallpaper: Happiness is a choice.

This is actually inspiration for me to make a video about. It'll be more dramatised for instance, in the video, the main character suffers verbal and physical abuse. I've never really faced that from anyone. I have been in fights with bullies, but they aren't typical bullies. They're just degenerates who shouldn't be in a private school. And as for my parents, sure my mum used a wooden spoon to hit me or my brother, but that was only when we were bad, granted it was a bit over the topic, but sod it. That's the past, that's MY past and I don't care.

So now I'm sitting here, it's Thursday night and I've been TRYING to write scripts to send to Stevenson College.

I went to a group interview on Monday. It wasn't really a proper interview, they were just telling us about the media courses

I definitely know I want to do NQ Media Technology now and I want to go onto HND Audio Visual Technology.

I just wish I had taken more than a single unfinished script to show them. So that's why I've been trying to write more.

It's so hard for me for some reason, I usually come up with video ideas quite easily but for some reason, I just couldn't...

So I've just expanded on a few ideas I've had before and turned them into scripts. So far I've written and finished scripts for two videos, I've started a script for a comic series, I could do animation, but I'd want the characters voiced by their real life selves, and it'd just be easier if it were a comic. And the fourth is this thing about Zombies. Not a typical Zombie film mind you. It's from the point of view of the zombies really. But I won't go into too much detail. Don't want any sneaky sods stealing my crappy ideas! XD

I also felt bad about not having a video to show the people at Stevenson. I do have videos on YouTube which took a fair amount of editing, but they were mostly based in RuneScape and I just didn't like the idea of only having those videos to show. That didn't stop me telling them they were there. I just didn't display anything. They can look themselves.

I also need to get a referee sheet filled in by someone.

But honestly, I don't think I need to put in so much effort. I'm sure I'll get a place on the course, but just for good measure, I'm going to show them what I'm capable of.

So I want to try and write a "serious" script, even though that's hard really... The "Happiness is a choice" thing is pretty close but I was wanting something more moody really. But that's just me. I may be wrong, it may be enough. I don't know.

But I also want to do a comedy video as well. I can cover both grounds so why not show that too. What video to do though, I don't know. I have a few comedy videos which I could do. But they require a fair bit of prop making and I can't really afford that and I doubt I could film in a store for one of them.

I suppose I could do this other idea I have, "I love you... Tango" or what ever other drink the character prefers.

Anyway, I want to write some more scripts, so I will, I will send them to who ever at Stevenson and then I shall make a couple videos and send the links.

I will also sort my referee, I think I have the email of the careers advisor at SMC although I may require someone else. I'll have to call and find out. Although, thinking about it... I think a careers advisor would be fine for this, this is the career path I truly want to go down.

So that's been my week more or less!

Was at Dan's last night, he got in trouble with his parents and he could have avoided it easily.

For some reason, they were under the impression that he had an exam the next day (This was Wednesday to Thursday) But he didn't. So his mum kept coming in and telling him to switch off everything and go to sleep. We weren't making noise so it's not like we woke her up. It was weird. She switched off the internet, buuut us being as resourceful as we are, we switched on our tethering on our phones, and we had internet again!

And then his dad came in, he apologised to me that I had to hear them yelling at Dan pretty much.

He then went downstairs and turned off all the electricity in the house.

Granted, we were using laptops... They generally run off battery! But I had to stop playing Assassin's Creed Revelations, which is fuuuuuuuuuun by the way!

But yeah, Dan could have avoided all this if he had just told them, he didn't actually have an exam the next day! But oh well. It's his choice. As poor as it was honestly!

So I think that's me for now. Think I'll go make a hot chocolate in a moment. Got some chocolate digestive biscuits to dunk in it :3

Also have a Simpsons episode to TRY and watch. May watch some other stuff too. But I have to write these scripts and send them off soon.

And just a little note for myself:

Goals: 

-Make a blog post, every day/night for the next month

-Stay happy for a week

-Write a couple more scripts

-Email the careers advisor at SMC for a reference

-Get a copy of SQA results

-Email Stevenson the scripts, SQA results and referee form as soon as possibubble!

Bye bye everyone! Much love to all!

<3

May be back later =] Depends!

BOO

I totally forgot Graham has a 3 stick for internet, buuut it's really quite slow.

None the less, I CAN USE INTERNETS!

I'm going to try recall the stuff from the past few days to relay to you who care.

Yeah I don't remember shit...

So!

Yesterday, I set my alarm at 1 to wake me up so I could shower and go to GAME to trade in my old games for monies.

Alarm went off, and I must have hit dismiss rather than snooze... Because I was sleeping for another 3 hours!

So I got up late. I still showered but I didn't bother going out.

Was feeling tired for most of yesterday though. Think it's one of those things, where you sleep too much your body wants more and yeah it's just silly.

But yeah I lay in my bed and typed some html for a website.

Writing up pages and stuff.

It may be basic stuff I was doing, but I'm refreshing my memory, plus div statements are a pain in the arse... using a table makes things pretty easy in my opinion.

So last night I did a basic kind of website.

Mostly the same layout on all pages. Home page has an extra bit on the side though.

The boxes don't do shit though so haha!

Did a couple other pages but I realised, filling them with content was pointless if the site was going up any time soon...

For now it's just me fiddling with html.

Colour scheme is crappy too...

I hate how html uses "color" too... all these specifics when it comes to html, but it uses the American/WRONG way of spelling words. WOO!

Anyhoo, I decided around midnight to try go to sleep. So I shut off me craptop after finishing the segment of Stephen Fry's Moab is my Washpot and tried to sleep.

Generally it takes me ages to fall asleep anyway, don't know why, just does.

woke up around 3 for no reason, stayed in bed of course. Not sure if I was just lying there or if I fell asleep again, but I checked the time a couple hours later, 10 to 5. And then somehow I fell asleep until half past 12.

Made me lunch, as per usual, marmite sandwich.

Got on minecraft a bit to see what Dougy was doing on the GH server.

Building a massive cathedral is the answer to that.

I built a little bit more of the bridge in Japan Town then I buggered off to GAME to try sell my old games.

Aaaand I don't understand this but, I went to GAME, asked about trading in my games. "Do I need anything apart from the games?"

Soooo for some reason, you need ID to trade the games for store credit, and for cash, you need to bring a letter to prove where you live...

WHY THE BLOODY HELL DOES THAT MATTER?!

It makes utterly no sense to me.

Buuuut anyway, I'm going to finish up this stuffs and go watch some youtube and play minecraft and write more html.

Graham really makes no sense sometimes too...

He has 5 days before his "new allowance" kicks in on the three stick, 15gb a month he gets, and he still tells me not to use it all on youtube? He's like never used his mac when he's here so it seems pointless anyway, but YouTube doesn't use that much honestly. Neither does playing minecraft... I was doing both the other day for ages for about 5 hours, and I wasn't even close to what ever Graham did a few days ago. I had used about half of what he did.

Meh... Graham's just a pleb a lot of the time...

His reason for not liking particular music like Phil Collins "it's too slow, I fall asleep" and yet he listens to songs like "The Islander" I think it is? by Nightwish. Slow as fuuuuuck and he's fine with that. Pleb.... Plebby McPlebberton...

My dad's a moron too actually...
I talked to him about my money problem, how I went from £60 to -£20. So what does he do to help? He sends £10 to my account... Dumbass is a dumb ass.
And then the whole going home for a bit, I wanted to go home for a week or two just to try get my hand to mend. It was really sore not too long ago and the cold of this flat is not helpful to it at all. But apparently that counts as "moving back home" or something stupid. Apparently going home today was "inconvenient" too. Inconvenient for who? Dad is in England, Carol wouldn't give a fuck and I'm my own person... it's bloody convenient. I'm debating whether or not I should even bother going home at all honestly.
Like, getting home, not a problem still, I'll get a lift from Graham's grandparents when they take him home.
But getting back to the flat, whether or not Graham comes back on Sunday night or Monday morning (by bus for his work placement) is not set in stone, so I told my dad that and the only other options really are, to give me money for a bus to get to the flat, or give me a lift to the flat on Monday before lunch because I need to get to Stevenson College for 2.15 for an interview about the Media Technology course.
So dad's response? "Looks like you'll be going home on Sunday night then"
Wow... just wow...
You get dumbass people, but then you get DUMB ASSES... God I hate that man a lot of the time. He doesn't have a fucking clue how the world works and yet he maintains that he knows everything about everything.
So yeah, may save myself the bother and just stay in the flat. Although the food is going to get scarce and I have about £3 which I need to get a bus to Stevenson on Monday.

If only people actually gave others a chance when it comes to work... I could be working right now. It's like the whole "don't judge a book by its cover" but the cover is all people seem to give a damn about.

Anyhoo I'm offskie. Byebye peoples. Will be back tomorrow if not later.

Take care! Much love to all <3

No blogs for a bit!

Sorry guys, gotta be quick, in Starbucks and they're closing.

Three fucked me over with my phone. I can't make calls, send texts, use the internet or anything and they've given me NO reason at all so I need to try sort this out.

May be home next weekend though so I can do some blogs then. Sorry everyone! Byebye
Much love to all! Wish me luck killing everyone who works at Three! <3

Raking in the cash

Is about the opposite of what I'm doing...

So today began with me waking up late as usual, didn't bother with lunch. Just wasn't hungry.
Meant to write my blog for yesterday but as you'll know from that blog I eventually did, I forgot!

Played minecraft of course. Build some stuff for the Japan Town on the GH server.
Still no pictures of it... Oh well!
You could probably just keep checking back on the GH topic I made of pictures Chris puts up, if he continues to do so!
Didn't just play minecraft though.
Shocker!
I played Pokemon Fire Red!
Oh...
Turns out I wasted my time...
I THOUGHT the game was like, the original games red/blue/yellow, tied in with the next two generation games, gold/silver/crystal then ruby/sapphire/emerald.
NOPE!
Well...
They were tied in, in the sense that. You can put every pokemon from the three generations into one... What I was hoping it was, was that, original game, complete, move into next game and complete that. And then move into the third game...
I don't see why they don't do it!
I even made a topic on GH about a game for Wii, PSMove and Xbox Kinect, where EVERY generation game is tied together like that and it'd be FUCKING AMAZING! If you grew up with Pokemon but have grown out of it, you WOULDN'T turn down the chance for a game like that, you'd be "literally" throwing the balls to summon your Pokemon. With kinect you can call out attacks and so on.
It'd be the best game ever!
If you want to read the topic, click HEEYAH

But yeah, I completed Fire Red and was pissed off with the lack of anything good...
OH WELL!

Graham came in at some point. Complained about the door into the building being locked again
"What cunt keeps locking the door?!"
found out earlier that it locks itself now. It never used to.
Then he has a go at me for not unlocking OUR door.
"It's a pain to have to unlock TWO doors! It's a pain to get my keys out at all!"
Just the extent of Graham's laziness it seems.
Although he did admit earlier, he's just been pissy a lot lately. No idea why!

Anyhoo he buggered off again.

Actually, I just remembered something from last night.
Graham got in with Zoe. They were at a party or something earlier. Where she threw up apparently? I don't quite know. I wasn't paying a lot of attention honestly!
But yeah, Zoe asked what I thought about like working at the GAP she works at.
I wouldn't mind really. A job is a job. And at this point, I NEED it becaaaaaaaause...

Today, Nandos day of course.
I'm glad I didn't go alone to get take away in the end. Dan came and we went together.
Turns out, I have no money!
I SHOULD have £60.
So what's happened is basically, something charged £78 to my account, followed by a "returned item" for £6.
For one, I've never returned an item so I have NO idea what that's about...
So I now have NO money at all for anything... I have -£22 in my account and a £30 phone bill to pay in a few days! Woohoo...
I'm screwed...
Thankfully Dan payed for me.
We took our food to the bowling next door and ate then played a few games of pool.
Somehow I kicked Dan's ass in the first game. No idea how. I just won!
Next game he destroyed me...
And third game I smacked the white ball, got the purple striped in and then the black.. Woops! Early loss for me...
Got back to the flat. Gromble was sleeping. I told Dan not to bug him. So he did...
And then I walked with Dan to the usual "half way" even though it's past half way, mark where we split and head home!
We have such a big problem honestly...
We are hilarious a lot of the time... But we don't have a camera on us! WE NEED A CAMERA ON US!
Really annoying...
Buuut we had a few ideas for videos.
I talked about an Stop ACTA idea I had.
Talked about making a spoof of "I LIKE TRAINS!" like, "I LIKE PUSSY!" Yeah... as in vagina. But have it depicted in the video as cats of course. This is all animated by the way!
At the end I had an idea for like, guy standing infront of a girl, he says to the camera "I love pussy" and he bends down for a second. And comes back up holding a cat!
AHAHAHA funny...

So that's more or less everything for today...
Really annoyed with the money thing. It's utter bullshit especially when you're barely living off the £106 for two weeks, when it's taken like that it's just utter bullshit!

Ugh...
So glad I'm going home next week. Probably have to go on Monday/Tuesday when Graham's grandparents bring food for him so that I don't have to buy food for the week because I CAN'T...
Plus need to set up a doctor appointment for my hand. I'm not convinced the cream I have helps and also I want to talk to the bank about this problem! So yeah.
Hope I have enough money for the bus on Thursday next week for my sign on.
Be back tomorrow! Maybe when I wake up to tell my random dream, more likely at night for the usual blogginginginging.

BAIBAI! Much love to all! <3

biiiit of a delay

Yeah so I got up hours ago and I was about to make the blog and it just got pushed right out of my mind...
sorry!
So yesterday...
Woke up at 7.30 for no bloody reason
lay in bed for a while before getting up and making myself marmite sammiches and such.
I actually felt so sick of bread after though. That was a new one...
Played minecraft of course. Worked on the Japan Town that I and Chris (sort of) started. Maxy joined in and we had the old band together again building crap.
We used to call everything like "Club UK ...." so like, we did a rocket, "Club UK Rocket" and blah.
Maxy wants a new name but what ever!
So yeah we built a fair few things together but then Maxy buggered off for exams and crap and I just like, stopped playing regularly really.

So we have built a fair few things so far.
I haven't taken many photos but Chris has and put them on a topic I made on gamingheavens.com so go here to see those!
There are a few more things there now. Like Maxy finished (I think) a sort of palace not too long ago and I started then finished a big house opposite the unfinished one Chris was doing with Maxy yesterday.
Pretty much everything but 2 builds so far, have been my work it seems. So Maxy and Chrisseh need to stop slacking! BUAHAHAHA

Watched a few youtube videos and watched some shows. Need to watch the 500th episode of Simpsons still I think?
It's weird how some of the videos I try to watch just have this dumb message pop up about like, the video is in a conversion stage? Utter BS really. Basically means I can't watch the video.
I bet the other sites that watch-series supplies would work but I prefer Gorillavid and a couple others that are essentially the same thing really. Because there are no adverts to slow down the page making playback laggy, and there are certainly no adverts that keep changing and sometimes have sound which you can't mute! Pain in the ass...

But yeah I ended up being up so late becuase I was playing Pokemon Fire Red on an emulator.
I worked out not too long ago how to save the game in-game so I could do the elite four and carry on to the next part. Naturally that meant I had to restart the game. Oh well!
I'm current ready for the Elite Four again with my 6 level 70 pokemon.
Naturally, on an emulator, I play the game once normally. For me that was just playing Red, Blue, Yellow, Gold, Silver, Ruby and Sapphire. Fire Red goes through all three apparently? So yeah that's me played Fire Red once. So afterwards, I cheat! WOO.
So I got all the starter Pokemon, spawned loads more, blaaaah. I try to catch some things properly. Like Legendaries and what ever is available on Fire Red. I spawn the ones I can't get which are the other two starter Pokemon and what ever you can only get on Leaf Green.
Gave myself LOADS of evolution stones to use in future and unlimited rare candies for fast levelling! YAY FOR CHEATS!

But yeah that's my day yesterday...
I did have a dream, I utterly forgot it. Again. I think it had something to do with Chocolate?

I dunno...
So yeah there will be another blog tonight and may be going to Nandos. Not spoken to Dan for a while so I have no idea. May go anyway just because it's nandos. Can't say no to CHICKEN! XD

Back laters! Much love to all! <3
BAIBAI