Sorreh!

I am currently in danger of collapsing because I've been playing this fecking pokemon fire red emulator for hours...
I will do my blog post for today, as soon as I get onto my laptop... today... XD
Yeah so.. check back tomorrow. If I remember my dream for tonight, if I have one at all, I will include it of course.

Nightnight guys!
I'm gonna go pass out.
Much love to all! <3

I dreamed a dream that I forgot and then remembered again

OKAY!
So I just remembered my dream. It helped that I was playing minecraft because they are somewhat related.
Why it took so long though, I have NO idea.

Anyway!

This will be in bits because I can't remember it 100%...
So I think it started or this happened somewhere into the dream, but this is about it from there to the end.
It started with myself and a couple others, running around looking for clues to solve a puzzle.
I saw a giant satellite with a symbol on it and then I had a moment where I just suddenly remembered where everything was, there's a symbol on the side of my house, there's a coffin with an ancient king hidden within the tree in the front yard, the coffin was about... Well no bigger than like, a can of coke.
We started celebrating and piled into a car.
-I think this part of my dream was actually a repeat of a dream I had just before. Same night and everything. sometimes my dreams just repeat for some reason...-

We drove to this kind of arch way thing, got out, and everyone there was applauding and I was like.
"Yeah, I just did that. I'm awesome!"
Way to be arrogant!
Anyway, I saw this bloke Fraser. He was the one who was teaching me how to do a job I had for a very short time in January. It was a door to door thing, SO not for me...
I dug in my suit jacker pocket to get something to give to him.
I was like,
"Here, I owe you this."
he replied,
"Naa it's fine. I have this!" and he like waved a folded up piece of paper which I saw as like, lots of names of people who he got to sign up for donating to what ever. (That was the job, go door to door getting people, in this case, to donate on a monthly subscription to the British Red Cross)
So I laughed and said,
"You ass!"
-I think this part of the dream was because, I fell asleep thinking about that job. Like, wishing I had stuck at it but been able to get a new person to donate every door I went to.
Here is why:
Someone donates £10 a month on a subscription basis.
You get paid £40, but I think 60% is saved. So you get the 40%. After a month you get the rest.
So you get £25 per subscription of £10 basically. And you aim to go around 100 houses at least.
Now I wasn't even thinking like that. I was thinking, getting around 40 houses.
Even then, that's £1000 IN A DAY...
Do that for the next 5 days, (work full days monday to friday and half on saturday) You get £7,000... That'd be bloody epic if it wasn't impossible.-

So I got to the end of this run way thing and I was sent out into the wilderness to prove myself. I'd have to follow a map to a certain spot and start surviving. Naturally, I didn't look at the map until I had run miles off. So I was lost really...
Buuut in a dream, you don't get lost...
I saw where I had to go and cut through a cave to get there.
As I arrived I heard a horrible sound. I looked left, I saw white eyes appearing and disappearing.
I was scared beyond belief.
It was...
AN ENDERMAN!
-Wow that just made me laugh a lot. So an Enderman is this tall black monster in Minecraft. Basically, if you look at it, and look away, it'll come after you. I didn't look at it in the dream but yeah.
This is what it looks like usually.

moving on-

So naturally, as this was a dream, the enderman looked FAR better than that because "Real life graphics! AH MAH GAHD"

Honestly, if you saw such a freaky thing teleporting to you making such a horrible sound, you'd be scared too.

So the enderman got to me, I was going "oh shit oh shit oh shit" I tried and failed to run away. The enderman started hitting me, so I hit it back.

It started biting me

So I bit it back!

I actually had some kind of weird taste as I bit into it... I feel like I must have been biting someone while I slept too...

But yeah, I basically started EATING the enderman.

I ate him, and I was like... BRING IT BITCHES!

So I ran around staring at Endermen to make them chase me, I got cornered and started eating them all...

At this point, the point of view changed to BLUE! From Dick Figures!

-Dick Figures is this animation on MundoMedia or something? The same channel as Happy Tree Friends. My friends have established, I'm blue, Dan is red and Graham is Lord Tourettes (green).-

There was a massive explosion and all the endermen were wiped away.

Left there was "me" only it was a sort of beige colour stick figure with massive muscles. And he yelled at me (as blue)

"Where the hell were you?!"

Annnnnd that's about all I can remember.... Maybe that's when I woke up... But that was so weird for me... But I wish Minecraft had "real life graphics". That'd be freaking sweeeet.

So yah, I must have been off my head or something when I fell asleep. Dunno how or why but yeah!

Be back laters peoples!

Much love to all! <3

PS. May give Hot Chocolate Time a go tonight. 1 Take and upload hopefully! I'll probably retell this dream because it's too nuts to pass up honestly! XD

Phew..?

I had a dream which I was wanting to tell but I totally forgot it... Seriously, why are dreams so forgetable?

So anyway, I went to bed at 1am ish. Randomly woke up at half 7. Nothing woke me up, I just woke up... Because of that, I'm quite tired right now. May go have a nap till Lunch.

Sooo yeah, my laptop is alive once more. Although for how long I don't know...
I started it in safemode to copy my files to my external hard drive. That done, I decided to shut it down and start up in normal mode.
Sooo for now it's working.
Maybe I should do that in future...
But I should probably call HP or who ever my dad got this laptop from to get them to fix it.
The warranty expires in May this year so best get it done before then at least!

So yesterday...

Uh... Not a whole lot again.
Went on minecraft briefly. Got off again when I got in a skype call with my imouto. (Little sister in Japanese).
I've mentioned her before I believe. She's not actually related to me. She's a transgender girl I met on RuneScape years ago. Back then she was he so yeah...
After a while I just decided she's my little sister now so yeah. That's more or less how that happened.
But yeah, she was on webcam so I got to see her live for once.
It's always hard to keep her happy. When ever she gets depressed stuff like, "You deserve a full life" doesn't get anywhere with her. It's a bit of a pain but that's life... Major pain...

Anyway.
She left to get food with her new little sister. So I got on minecraft again.
Went to Chrisseh to see what he was up to.
He was attempting to build a Japanese style hut.
So I suggested we make a Japanese town. And stick a house ontop of the hill to the east of where we were.
He agreed and I went tot he mountain to build a stupid big staircase, as you do, and build a house there.
I'm not a fan of the house up close, but when I went to get a screen shot. I just loved it. It looks so good honestly.
But I'll let you decide that.

And that's more or less all I did yesterday.

Chris decided he'd record me building that. He didn't quite record it all. I said I had finished before I technically had.

The roof was darker without the corner bits, there was no water feature stuff and yeah...

I added that later. The waterfall on the right goes down the side of the mountain to a swamp while the one on the left goes to a water feature. I want to make it "Japanese" themed, but it's hard to do that... The most I could do is water with lilly pads and flowers... Even then, didn't actually do that!

But yeah, since Chris gave up with his house, I decided I'd claim the foundation and make a tower. At the moment it's just a bland tower. I need to add those side bits for each floor, of which there are 10. Granted I can use the "magic wand" so I can just copy and paste. But yeah.

I just love that picture.

Uhhh so yeah, guess that's all for moi again.

OH

Graham brought me these sweets from Sainsbury's.

"Eric the Elephant"

I'll just say, EXACTLY the same to Percy Pigs from Marks and Spencers.

Same texture, same, "look" although these are elephant shaped. The ears are gummy while the face is a weird kind of... I don't know how to describe it...

But yeah, they are exactly the same otherwise.

Maybe Sainsbury's stole it or bought the recipe from M&S I dunno. But it's stupid.

For one, copy cats, for another, Sainsbury's did 3 for £1 where as like, 1 pack from M&S is like £2.

Was nice still of course. But it's fail in my opinion!

Soo yeah that's about it for me now...

I'll be off for my nap now I think. Toodles!

Much love to all! <3

Fecking laptop

Sooo my laptop died again earlier. I tried to let it cool down, because I thought it had to...
I dont know... Sooo I cant really make a blog post from my phone... If I can use my laptop later I shall make a proper post. I hope that this isn't it for my laptop...
Bye for now!
Much love to all <3

She takes me hiiiiiiiiiigh

Yeah so I'm listening to We The Kings... Thanks to Yasmin for getting me to listen to them!
Awesome band. I do hope Charles Trippy will be alright... He's got a brain tumor I think it was? So yeah... tis scary stuff.
The world is an evil place sometimes... killing people who don't deserve it, punishing others for no good reason.
I often actually feel like I'm being punished for something just because how everything seems to go bad for me.
But anyway.
I got up again at like 3pm. Well... I stayed in bed till like 4.
Honestly, I don't get bored lying in bed. It's weird.
Texted Yasmin a lil bit but then she went silent again. She has a lot of work to do. I would hate that if I were so far away from my college with so much work to do.
It seems evil really XD
But yeah. I had my lunch, marmite sammich of course. Got to add bread and butter to the shopping list for tomorrow.
I haven't had dinner, don't plan to, simply because there is NOTHING.
I had some sausages, but they had weird boils on them... I don't think it's edible at that point honestly.
So yeah, I'll be starving until I get out tomorrow to gregs to buy a sausage roll to tide me over.
Thought Graham was coming back tonight and his grandparents dropping us off food. Guess I was wrong... Otherwise I'd have eaten a lasagne!
Soooo I got on minecraft as usual. Lots of griefing had happened...

Griefing is basically, idiots go around the server, vandalising. I don't see how it's fun really. Nor do I see the point in it on a server like GamingHeavens. We have this tool, /hawk here and /hawk tool. It basically tells us who did what in that spot.
So we see the name of the griefer, we ban them and then roll their actions back. It really doesn't take long for us. It COULD if we were slow typers I guess...
It was amusing though.
I got on, someone named Samee17 asked me for help, I took my time to respond. In the end I didn't at all.
One of the members got on and started talking to Samee about having proof that they griefed.
At that point I decided I'd go check on my creations.
Saw a fair few things had been destroyed.
Soooo I go like this,
/hawk tool
*places the log on a spot where there should be wool*
-Searching for results...-
-Samee17 broke this block-
At that moment, Samee had said, "You have no proof I was griefing."
Heh... Nice timing if I do say so myself.
So I say to them.
Samee, you griefed MY creations... You are dumb
/ban Samee17
/hawk rollback p:Samee17

Done, sorted. Piece of cake. It seriously does not take us long to undo these things, so I have to wonder why people target the server at all. Surely they could work out a server with multiple worlds on it, has a lot of good mod tools...

Anyhoo that done. I don't really remember what I did...
I moved the pokemon stuff to the other end of the platform I made.

I teleported myself to Maxy in the Creative world.
Bugged him a little. Then I went to the spawn and started building a nice spawn area.
This was pretty hard for a simple task as I couldn't place blocks...
Amber had asked Fant to protect the area from everyone but admins.
Didn't stop me though, Magic wand can override that! HA.
So I build a nice little spawn area, four stair cases of different material going North, East, South, West.
Well South was just a platform because it was flat.

I need to do a roof on the thing still but I don't know how to go about that...
Instead I began digging into the ground and making a minecart train station thing.
Two on either side, "North-West Rail Services" and "North-East Rail Services"
And the two joined together through another tunnel to go under the spawn for a "station" to the southern sections of the world.
It looks nice honestly.
It's the only thing I really like about minecraft. Creating "art" can be limited due to the lack of different shades of colours and such. But you can create so much! Plus the height limit has been increased so you can build proper skyscrapers.

Think that's the next project for me, Chrisseh and Maxy. We wanted to make a skyscraper city soooo, I guess now is a good a time as any. Plus we're all mods so we can spawn everything we need, use the magic wand and so on.

Chris11399 came on at some point, and he asked for help. He'd been working on the picture of Moltres (One of the three legendary birds in Pokemon from the first games).
He messed up somewhere on it. I tried to work out where, but I ended up removing about half of what he'd done and doing it myself.
I don't know where he went wrong, but it's finished now so. Here is Moltres.

Sooo that's really it for me I think... Listened to a few songs.

I cannot stop listening to "I like trains!"

It's a song based of a character TomSka made in ASDFMovie (Asduf Movie).

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hHkKJfcBXcw

Listened to Hooty Hoo a lot too.

It's the end tune to Station 2 videos that Omar usually films.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OSmrA-yu3g0

Of course, listened to a lot of Nightwish. I do love them now... XD

So yeah. Not an eventful day really...

or night.

I am very hungry though!

Wish I had more going on in my life to do. Even TRYING to do The DaS Show is going to be a bit boring to me... It's basically once or twice a week when I have a "busy" day really.

Even texting Yasmin, as much as I was doing so. Is not all that... entertaining? probably not the right word. Although she does concern me sometimes... Like she tells me she's been having dizzy spells, and after a few texts she'll just stop replying. I'm sure she's just focussed on her work or what ever else. But still, it's a little bit worrying.

So Yasmin, if you read this. TEXT ME MORE! XD I keed. Don't want you to lose MORE sleep because of me.

Anyhoo, I suppose it will make a difference if I can get a lot of attention, gain subscribers and eventually earn money from the videos I'll put on YouTube. I do wish I had a better internet connection and computer for rendering. this laptop does it fine, but it does take HOURS...

The footage for the first Hot Chocolate Time I wanted to upload, it was going to take over 6 hours just because it was about 13 minutes long. I thought it'd only take a long time if there were loads of edits and effects in the video but there weren't any really. It's annoying... I may, however, render the video over night, and upload it some time. Maybe the night I do my first one take hot chocolate time? I'll stick a link to my first attempt at it which failed only because of my laptop being a slow prick.

Right, enough of me ranting!

I wonder when Dan will finally be able to participate in The DaS Show again...

I think he definitely could do so any time, just give me the footage to edit.

I generally make things more funny when he's doing the show. I seem to pick out the worth while stuff and make comedy with it. XD

But yeah, I'm going to try go to sleep now. 4:41am. Woo. I'm smart.
Need to shower in the morning, get to Tesco to buy stuff then to gregs to get some nice foods and come back here and... probably just do minecraft again. God my life is dull and repetitive...
Shame I don't really want to "mix it up" either really... Although some changes would be nice. Like a better laptop, better internet although mine isn't THAT bad, but it's just not fast enough for me, someone to spend my time with, uhhh... a job too I guess... Anywaysh. I'm off to bed.
Nightnight everyone!
Much love to all of course! <3

I dreamed ANOTHER dream in time gone by...

I think I'm keeping that as a title for my blog posts about the various dreams I have. Maybe with slight variations however...

SO

Last night, had an interesting dream. Was actually just, so awesome to me on SOOOOO many levels.

Started off with just Yasmin and me hanging out together. Lying on the grass in Princes Street Gardens together, riding a bus together and just like, walking around together. It was just so nice.
Then it moved on to us standing at a door. The door opens.
SHAYCARL!
That was just like, holy crap balls!
He gave us biiiiig hugs and brought us into his house, Yasmin went off with Mommytard to chat with Carlie on the sofa while I was standing with Shay and Casey at the counter. I think Charles Trippy was there too actually. Don't quite remember.
Shay of course was vlogging, he's like
"Look who just arrived!"
He turns the camera on me and I do my stupid voice/face. Sort of like this:

Shay laughs and then he's like,

"So who is this? Why don't you introduce yourself?"
So I go

"'Ello, my name is Simon "Ossy" Osborne. I'm a host of The DaS Show on the YouTubes! I usually co-host with my friend Dan. By the way, Shout out to Dan! Bet you're jealous!"

And yeah... I can't quite remember much else about this dream. But it really was just epic to me XD

Check back later for me usual blogskie postings!

Much love to all <3 BAIBAI

Interesting... sort of... not really...

Seems my blog is a lil bit popular? I don't even know how or why people in Russia are reading it... Or America really.

ANYWAY!
Another, not so productive, day today.
Got up around 3 or 4 because I went to sleep at 7ish AGAIN.
Had me marmite sammiches for lunch.
Went on Minecraft for a bit to build stuffs.
Last night I was trying to build a picture of the Pokemon Zapdos.
I had this idea, after this guy Chris11399, suggested we do the legendary Pokemon from the new games. I decided I'd like to do ALL the legendary Pokemon in the style of what they first looked like!
So basically the first generation Pokemon look kind of crappy and like, the most colours they have is 5 or something...

So I built Articuno yesterday, came out nicely for a pathetic thing...

Didn't take a picture of Zapdos. I actually started it last night, and when I tried to continue it earlier, I just got so confused so I undid it and restarted. I managed to finish though thankfully...
The Chris11399 guy was building Moltres behind it so I couldn't really get a picture of it. Oh well.
Then Chrisseh (Feinraf) started Mew. But he failed. He got a couple colours the wrong way round. Well done sir!
So I fixed it, moved it, and finished it.
No picture again =P

Then I got off minecraft and started uploading, DaS Insanity The Finale!
I came back on again after about half an hour and began building the legendary Pokemon from the third generation games, Groudon!
It took me like 2-3 hours. Not kidding... And it's not even that good because Minecraft has limits on its block colours!
But here that is.

Naturally as the generations progress, the graphics get better and so that's why I had issues with Groudon... Meh.
So overall, this is what the area looks like. I will be moving them though to make it look nicer from the view of the map.

I had an awkward moment earlier. My dad texted me asking how I was. He always says "Stay in touch" buuuut I'm not a conversation starter.
He said "Well don't worry, you'll be able to on Tuesday" and after a while of being like "The hell happens on Tuesday..?"
I asked him and he said it's the 28th.
I'm like, "OOOOOOOOH duh"
The 28th is my dad's... 58th? birthday.
Yes, he's pretty bloody old!

So yeah... That's honestly about all I've bloody done...
My dinner was sausages in a couple rolls.
I had to ask Graham if it was OK to eat them as they're his really. But honestly, considering 2 of the 6 rolls had mould. It's a good thing I did eat them!
Graham has this thing like, if it's even a day out of date, it's bad...
Like it was about a day past the use by date on some milk, and that was enough reason for Graham to chuck it... I'm like, "For the love of God!"
Milk in our house back home usually doesn't get finished until a few days after the use by date. Fridges tend to keep things FRESH... Unless of course you leave something for a very long time, then it stinks.

So yeah... That's about it for meeee... Sad times.
I need a life, huh? XD
Not even texted Yasmin at all today! :c

Well I'll be back toomorrooooooooow then.

Much love to all! <3 BAIBAI

Not Hot Chocolate Time!

I TRIED to put up a Hot Chocolate Time video... the first one...
But since it said it'd take over 6 hours... 20 minutes for 4%. Apparently it's not how much editing is in the video, it's how long it is that matters... Shitty laptop! Wish I had something better to render with. It'd only take like 2 hours on my PC...
Ah well...
I will hold onto that video to put up in future. But as for Hot Chocolate Time, it has to be in one take and not super long. At most, 10 minutes, recorded on the flip, sent to laptop, then uploaded right away.
Will have to wait until Tuesday though, finished my hot chocolate with that video.

So I went to bed around 6-7am yesterday when Andrew did.
I edited DaS Insanity Part Six earlier, it's rendered and ready to upload!
I'm actually quite happy with the end. I didn't think I got it quite "epic" enough but I surprised myself.
So that'll be going up tomorrow.
But anyway, I've not done much today unsurprisingly. Listened to music, edited the video, rendered the video, recorded Hot Chocolate Time, edited, but failed to render.

Got clothes drying on radiators atm. Got some more in the washing machine I need to take out then it'll be the sheet's turn.
Wish there was a dryer machine here... It'd make my life easier than washing, leaving for a day or two to dry... Sucks.

Texted Yasmin a little bit today, she's ill :c get well soon!
Finally texted Chris on the right number. I still find it annoying that you can't just have one active number rather than two for no bloody good reason.

Need to watch me youtube videos and such... That's really about it. Not all that fun but oh well!

Very short blog today it seems...
I do wish I could put up that vlog :c ARGH. Someone send me a good computer/laptop to render with! NAO!

Meh... I'll be off now. Sorry for not doing anything interesting today!

Much love to all! <3
BAIBAI

Pixelly goodness

Sooooooooooooooooo today began with me waking up at when ever Graham got up to leave for his work or what ever it was...
Then falling asleep again...
Then waking up again around 1pm. I stuck on music. Got a text from Dan about nothing... I don't know why he does it... Bastard.
I love him really. My bestest friend. Graham's my worst... which would be second best. As much as he bugs me XD Guess that's a problem of nearly ALWAYS being around him. Wouldn't be so bad if I had my own bedroom I bet.
So I went to sleep again.
Woke up at 2pm and got up.
Put on the heating and made my lunch!
Crapped myself when the door slammed. Graham was back.
I finished up having me lunch and then cleared up stuff and went for a shower!

Watched a hilarious video actually. It was Behind The Scenes of Alarmageddon, Freddie Wong's new video. There was a particular bit at the start.

Brandon: He's completely blindfolded. No cuts, no slits, no gaps.

Freddie: Unless you count my eyes! HAHA That was racist...

It was brilliant honestly. You'll have to just watch it yourself really.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4LPrlLKQ014

The land lord was coming and we had to make the flat look like teenagers DIDN'T inhabit it.
Did well although it was for nothing, the land lord din't look around much apparently.
Anyway, Graham buggered off to his work experience. Andrew gave me £5 to go to starbucks and get a drink while I waited for the land lord to come and go.
It's really amazing how tidy we can get this flat in the end.
Anyway, I left around ... 20 to 6? maybe?
Got to starbucks on George Street at 6:15 anyway. I decided to go to the one Dan works at usually just because it's the second most far away that I know of and in the off chance that I'd catch Dan there. Naturally I didn't he was probably off with Nicky (his girlfriend).
So I bought a large hot chocolate and sat by the window.
I'm glad I brought my phone's charger because starbucks' internet was being a fail.
All I really did was edit DaS Insanity Part Six. Yes, it's only edited, and that's the footage that I recorded with Dan. I still need to record that extra bit and edit it in with all the effects I desire to make it as epic as I can! I may record that after I post this so I can have it ready to edit, render and upload as soon as I can.
Anyhoo, I had to leave starbucks at 7.30, think I left like 5 minutes earlier actually, but they were closing so yeah.
Slowly made my way to the flat. I tried to find out if it was safe in the flat to come back in. I was standing outside for about 20 minutes until I saw the bathroom light go on, then off and then the bedroom light came on. I thought the land lord was still inspecting. So I walked off down Bryson Road.
If I hadn't I would have saw Andrew leaving in the other direction to get some Chinese take away.
I didn't though, but I walked into him when I was walking past the take away back towards the flat.
Turned out it was just him. He had hung up the various damp towels we have. They never seem to dry...
Got in and I sorted my food. Bacon and sausages. Not all that healthy but I don't have many options.
I stuck on nightwish and plugged in my headphones.
I freaking love nightwish now. I hated them with their old singer because of her style of singing, Operatic singing does NOT go with metal! Morons...
That said, they blew me away with their cover of The Phantom of The Opera. AAAAH MAH GAAAHD
Andrew fell asleep on the sofa and I went on minecraft to start building... something.
I first went on temp.hatventures.net to work on my new house. I went to the edge of the map, or at least as far as I was able to until I was bounced back because I was getting to close to the edge. I then began my new house. Basement level with three tunnels going North, East and West. South would be going to the edge of the world.
2 floors above ground. It's a nice little thing really.
The server had to restart at some point so I went on mc.gamingheavens.com.
I literally spent hours building three pieces of pixel art.
I started off building a trainer that you'd play as in the old pokemon games, red/blue/yellow.
Fantikerz suggested I build a Charizard fighting another pokemon, so it'd look like a pokemon battle on the world map. So I did. I asked what to have Charizard fighting and Chris11399 suggested Arcanine so I did.
The Arcanine was full body and therefore, MASSIVE. It utterly dwarfed Charizard and the trainer...
But it looks quite good honestly.
This image is of the area. Stuff within the red lines is what I've done by myself. Within the orange is just a bit of something I helped my friend Maxy with.

Once I finished moving stuff around to make it look as right as I could make it, I went to SimonChrisFilms' YouTube channel to edit the details of Skyblock Episode 4. I totally forgot about it honestly.

But it's done now. Enjoy.

Seems I've gotten us quite a few video views now because I posted a topic on hatventures.com with our videos and stuff. So they must have been watching us. Which is good really. I wonder if we've got any new subscribers actually...

Nope. Still 6.

I still need to make the blog post about that on SimonChrisFilms.co.cc actually.

Okay done that.

Soooo I think that's me done for the night actually...
It's 4:33am.
Somehow went the whole day without texting Yasmin but at the same time, she's not texted me or anything. So I guess that's just it.
I wonder if I give up too easily.

Anyway, I may build something else on the minecraft server. But I really should get that video done, so I may do that. I need to set up a few things first though so it may take a while! Meh.
No pain, no gain!

Take care everyone, much love to all! <3

BAIBAI

What a musical day

Got up at 8.40, got dressed and left for the Job Centre. I meant to go at 8.40 but I kept hitting snooze on my alarm to wake me up.
Apparently it's loud enough to piss off Graham! Score.

So I headed off to the Job Centre. Got there about 25 past 9. Spoke to... well I'll just be frank.
I spoke to a walrus of a woman. She was so slow and bad at typing too. Every time she made a mistake she'd tap the arrow keys a lot, rather than holding it down. Then there was the word, "completed" she ALWAYS spelt it with a y instead of t. How you can be so awful at typing in a work area that mainly uses computers, I don't know...

So eventually I got back to the flat. I wanted to sleep but I decided not to. Even though I had like 4 hours sleep and yeah... I had a late lunch, marmite sandwich as usual. I actually woke up. It was so weird. And I've been awake ever since.

Went around the Hatfilms forum a fair amount today at last. Went on their temporary server too. Built a basic hut and dug down and around. I found diamonds actually. 6 of them but I lost 2 because of lava.

Spent most of the day playing minecraft and listening to music. I built the six pokemon I believe Ash had in the anime. The first six. Pikachu, Caterpie, Pidgey, Charmander, Bulbasaur, Squirtle? I don't know... But I made them. And then I made Nyan cat. Gamingheavens has a world map thing, it's a shot from about s/w looking n/e So the back of this image is nyan cat, it cannot be seen. The side that CAN be seen, is the so much better, Heavy Metal Nyan cat!

Anyhoo... Not really a whole lot after that...
My computer died randomly several times tonight. I don't know why.
It's really annoying honestly.

Been listening to the Need For Speed: Hot Pursuit tracks of course. Also listened to some of We The Kings and eventually went to Nightwish. I do love their cover of The Phantom Of The Opera. It's awesome.
It's the only song by them with their old operatic singer that I can enjoy.

Had a nice dinner. Chicken in bacon. This bacon was like, more salty though. Was so good.

After I just went to YouTube to watch videos. Was getting close to being all done watching them, but then my internet just died... My phone wasn't getting signal for some bizarre reason. It was really irritating...
Why can't Three just have decent signal for once?
Like yesterday, I sat my phone on my laptop, about 2 yards from the window. And I had NO signal...
Three is god damn awful for signal... I wish other companies would do the all you can eat data plan though for £27 a month. I'd have gone to them instead.
As soon as I'm either in a new flat with friends and internet, or just get internet at this flat. I'm going to try swap to Vodaphone again. I actually liked their service. It rarely ever had bad signal.
All I need is lots of texts and a fair amount of data and I'll be fine.

So as I'm typing this, I'm still waiting for my internet to come back.
I'm going to copy and paste this into notepad just in case my laptop dies...
Didn't spam Yasmin much today. I still kind of feel like I pissed her off yesterday. Maybe I didn't and she was just too busy editing her video for college to really talk. Either way... I miss chatting to her.

Wow.. I just got a whiff of her perfume AGAIN. Why does that keep happening?!
Anyway, I had a weird moment earlier.
I was watching an AskassemG video, and Graham said after the video was done he needed to talk to me about something serious.
I was actually thinking, "Oh dear... what have I done... Did I completely scare Yasmin?" It wasn't about that though, thankfully.
Hey internet is back.
It was just about the money situation with Graham's Gran... His mum wants to talk to my dad about how Graham's grandparents are spending like £30 a week on us. But, and I even pointed this out, I alone cannot be even touching on £10 for what they buy me...
This week I basically got, half a garlic bread pizza, 1 chicken breast, 1 pork chop, 1 lasagne (They are usually on a deal like 3 for £5 or something), 5 strips of bacon (We got a 10 pack this time rather than 6, although last week it was 8 apparently) and a four pack of tango each. THAT has to be barely over £5... It seems rather annoying to be trying to tie me in with how £30 is being spent on us... Graham gets about £5 of drinks alone for college...
I don't want to seem ungrateful or an ass, but for God sake, if you don't want to be spending so much, don't buy so much! He doesn't even use it all! This past couple weeks he's not had any chicken or pork chops or bacon or like anything.
They buy so much for him and he barely eats or drinks any of it in the week. There's so much they could cut back on to save money!
But anyway, Graham's mum wants to talk to my dad, I don't really know how that'll go down... if I tell my dad about this as in, out of £30, barely over £5 is on me, then it'll just seem like they're trying to get money from him which he doesn't owe at all.
If it makes them happy, they can just stop buying ME food, I'm sure I can manage. And then they can't go to my dad about it because they aren't getting me anything!

I don't know... I'm going to finish up going over YouTube so I can sleep... I'm so tired right now and I feel really weird about things... I feel horrible about Graham's grandparents spending so much on me, I feel horrible about possibly freaking out Yasmin and even if I haven't... I kind of keep pressing her at times, about giving me a chance... I don't know.

Check again tomorrow for the next blog. If it's not super late... Byebye everyone.
Much love to all <3

bum bum bum another late blo-og post!

That was meant to be to the "Another one bites the dust" tune. ANYWAYSH

So I didn't go for my run again yesterday... Although I DID run to the premier at the end of the road and back because I needed to stick £10 on the heating and I wanted to do that before Yasmin got here.
I actually felt quite good. I wasn't too out of breath after running that much.

But yah, Yasmin got here, we ended up watching YouTube videos.
Laughed a lot at Shay's brother Casey at a We The Kings concert. He was such a good fan-girl! It was hilarious.
Had a fun time with Yasmin of course. She was here for about three hours but sleepy though. Still a lot of fun none the less.
She likes punching me... Although I did tickle her so I kind of deserved it, buuuut really, she started it! XD
Graham got in earlier than I thought he would, and either his friend didn't come or came round later, but either way, I never saw them.
I walked with Yasmin to the bus stop before I headed off to Dan's.
If Yasmin is reading this, you may want to skip this down to "My bag was bloody heavy" Otherwise you maaay be embarrassed and feel awkward around me in future... XD Just saying! Think I'll try make the text the same colour as the background so it's a bit more hidden... I don't want to make anything more weird between us than it has to be. Can't get much better than this... oh well!

Soooooooo basically, there were several moments where I just wanted to kiss her. I'm kind of glad I didn't though because it'd probably make things VERY awkward. But at the same time, there's that side of me that is hopeful and thinking "What if it had turned out for the better?" I find an argument like that a little hard to believe... I do want to be with her for as long as we possibly can be together. But I'm just too passive and I lack confidence really so I don't know how it could ever happen. Oh well.


My bag was bloody heavy... It was a pain in the ass... Turned out it was that heavy for nothing really too. Oh well!
I worked my way to Dan's and ended up waiting a bloody hour.
Watched Shay and Colette's podcast with their guest Princesstard! (their daughter) and texted Yasmin a bit.
Sad thing about the Shaytards for me. On a google search while I was looking for something about them. I think it was their vlog anniversary? It's March 6th I think. But on my search, I came across a post about the kid's real names... Sontard, Princesstard, Babytard and Rocktard. Although I have forgotten most of them thankfully. It was quite horrible... The whole point of those names is to keep them safe...
Eventually Dan got his ass home and we went to his room to play Need For Speed Hot Pursuit!
Love that game. Although the lack of free roam and upgrading and buying cars, is a little lame...
There is this one track on "Sweedish Swoop" where you drive a koenigsegg police car. The track is just perfect with that car. So nice to drift around the bends with ease while driving so fast. I loved it. Played it repeatedly.
Although when it comes to cars. An Audi R8 V10 is just so sexy and then for me I'd go for a Lamborghini. Amazing cars, but of course they cost a fortune so not happening!
At some point I got on minecraft to finish a creation I was doing earlier before Yasmin got here and a little bit while she was here.
It's a monument of SCFilms. It's basically, my character on the left, Chris' on the right and then SCFilms down the middle. Simples.

So that's really all that happened yesterday. Next day I go up and began uploading DaS Insanity Part Five using my phone internet. I ended up having to stay about another hour after Dan had left to meet up with his girlfriend Nicky.
I felt a bit awkward, but my laptop's battery wouldn't last if I took it off the mains so I couldn't walk to the flat with the video uploading still. I'll put the video at the bottom of this post again.
I watched a couple of Yasmin's old videos actually. I won't say her channel name, but she's not used it for a while. She had stopped me from watching any yesterday but naturally, curiosity took over! I texted her saying she had forgotten to make them private and I watched a couple. She was so adorable in them. It was so cute and funny.

Eventually I did leave and I went to Tesco to get some bread before coming to the flat.
So once back in the flat... I don't actually remember a whole lot of what I did... Youtube... Minecraft... Texted Yasmin a bit. Spammed her on facebook actually. That was amusing. She showed me a few pictures from when she was younger. She was so adorable. Had half a mind to say "Aww you're so adorable! What happened?" But that'd be mean, although funny XD.
I also downloaded NFS Hot Pursuit's music tracks. 26 songs but I'm missing one somehow... They are all amazing though. I enjoyed it while I ate a lasagne.

Graham got in at some point. He went about doing something... XD
I started downloading some more songs. I've got We The King's albums. I'm enjoying them so far. Quite nice music. I need to stick it on my phone before I go to bed... Looks like I'll be getting something like 6 hours sleep tonight. I need to get up early to go to the Job Centre for a 9.30am sign on. Why they had to change my time from 2.25pm to 9.30 am I don't know... It's annoying.
So yeah. I'm just waiting on Nightwish stuff to download.
I was never really a fan of Nightwish because it was like Metal mixed with Opera because of the singer. It just got on my nerves... But in 2005 that singer left and they got a more rock singer. So I'm downloading their two or three latest albums? Plus a couple songs from the past. I've kind of liked Planet Hell from watching a video by a guy on youtube Vinchenzo. He sped up the song and mimed singing with 4 shots of himself doing different parts. It was amusing.
The other song I noticed in the off chance and I went "ooh!" it was "The Phantom of The Opera" I do like the main tune of that show. It's good.

Think Chris uploaded Survival Island Part Two earlier actually. I think I was meant to do something so I may go do that real quick and stick the video at the bottom of this post for you all.

Sooo Graham's gone to bed. I'm waiting for stuff to download then I can stick them on my phone and go to sleep!

Did have a moment earlier. Yasmin texted me about how some sad songs came on while she was trying to sleep and it got her in a weird mood, thinking of something in the past. I'm curious as to what it is but she wouldn't tell me. I have a feeling I may have annoyed her by sort of pressing for an answer.
She did say to just ask Graham but I'd rather hear it from her really... Maybe she'll tell me some day. I don't really like seeing her upset so I want to help. It's just who I am... if a friend is in a spot of bother I'll try to help if I can. If that's how I feel about friends, then the feeling is stronger when it comes to someone I really like.

Is it just me, or does this seem to be a lot about Yasmin now? Hmm...
Anyway, I'm going to finish up. 25 minutes left on Nightwish it seems. Think I'll go sit by the window with my phone and just start sending files now. Hope it doesn't disconnect my internet!

Nightnight everyone.
Much love to all <3
BAIBAI


DaS Insanity Part Five

Survival Island Part Two

Soooooo What did I get up to...

Yesterday?
Well I uploaded DaS Insanity Part Three and rendered Part Five! I'll embed the video at the bottom of this post.
Since I couldn't use my laptop pretty much at all... Graham and I went around cleaning the flat! Amazing...
At some point his grandparents came with the shopping. Turns out they got us a new kettle! YAAAAAY
So yeah, all I did yesterday would be upload a video, render a video, clean the flat.
Apparently the land lord is coming on Friday though. I need to hide my stuff then vanish for a while... What I'll do, I have no idea... Guess I'll just wander around Edinburgh or something. Unless I can drop in on someone. Probably Dan.
I really don't remember what else I did yesterday honestly.

So I had a shower, and I went to bed around 12ish. Think I fell asleep before Graham again somehow. Buuuut something like 3 hours later, I woke up... I couldn't fall asleep again so I got out of bed around 4ish and came into the living area.
This is me after failing to stay asleep:

I also tried something new. I "trimmed" my semi-beard as best I could, and I took away the moustache. Honestly, the moustache is the most annoying! Sooo yeah, I now look like this. I don't know how I feel about it though XD

I sat me fat arse on the sofa, played some more HatFilms podcasts and logged on Minecraft to the GamingHeavens server. (mc.gamingheavens.com)

After spending some time flying around looking at a few builds people had done. I went over to this kid "DJ Dan" He used to have a different name. Can't quite remember it really... It's ONLY DJ Dan though, because he was made a radio DJ on the GH radio. He wasn't very good honestly. But that means he bought minecraft twice? I think?
He's really annoying though...
He Used To Talk Like This For A Long Ass Time.
It was really annoying to me... Then there's the whole, he's the kind of person who it's easy to pick on because he reacts so easily and like such an infant.
I used to go around the forum, marking down his comments. He actually made a post on the forum to cry about it. It was hilarious.
But anyway. I just don't care any more about what he does.
I pointed out on his build that the "n" in minecraft looked a bit too tall. He said "I don't care" and I said "OK then"
But after I pointed it out, this guy Daniiiel started just fucking with Dan. Putting signs all over the build with like "fail n" "I hate you" "build stealer" and crap like that.

I should point out, although Dan had built this, it was done on a previous world that GH had. It was built by Amber. For some reason she is an admin on the forum and minecraft. God only knows why... she does fuck all apart from build on minecraft. Same for Catray. She talks like a freaking infant but she's a grown bloody woman! She was made admin for no reason a while ago.
Kind of bugs me how someone like me, who once was the top poster and top moderator on the forum (I was over taken by Chris in posts eventually. Then he was made a global mod, he had access to this thing which allowed him to "cheat" with his moderation actions) But I don't get rewarded with Global mod status or Admin or anything. I'm just a mod. But at least I earned it and I do the damn job.
Anyhoo, back on track. Amber had built this thing before. Although I should point out, I HIGHLY doubt it is all her idea...
The build is Microsoft paper clip (from like word documents) and it has a speech bubble "I looks like you're trying to play Minecraft"
Kind of bugs me again how people are like "You're just copying Amber" That may be, but she didn't built THAT creation. So it's not all hers.
But I'm pretty sure it was her using the magic wand tool changing blocks on the speech bubble of Dan's creation. For instance, googling it, first four images are the exact same on four different sites.
It's so pathetic... There are so many ways I could rant about the morons on GH. But I won't do any more than I have.
This is the paper clip by the way:

Moving on from the infant middle age women and disobedient retards on the GH Server...

I gave up trying to protect Dan's paper clip and went off to find a spot to build something.

I googled for a while trying to find something to build. I searched "Simpsons 8 bit art" actually some how came up with porn. That was weird. But the only Simpsons images I could find that I wanted to build, are far too complicated really... like there was one which I was building on an old GH world, and I gave up like... a third of the way into it? Maybe a bit less...

Think the only character I actually finished in it was Maggie and Santa's Little Helper I think. It was this image:

So I found a couple things to build after googling 8 bit art.
A tattoo of Mega Man shooting his gun. That was a bit hard to build because I had to try count the pixels etched into the skin of this person.
I then went to build an 8 bit Master Chief. I actually built him in reverse so it'd look like he was about to fight Mega Man. Aaand finally I threw in a space invader!

So yeah... I didn't know what to do after that. Around 9ish Graham woke up and left and I started uploading DaS Insanity Part Four and I went to sleep.
So I slept for about 5 more hours or so. I was going to write about the dream I had but I totally forgot it already... WHY ARE DREAMS SO FORGETABLE?!
I need to have lunch actually...
So I've not done much really since I woke up.
Watched the video as it had uploaded. Posted links in places and now I'm doing this!
I need to go to the premier at the end of the road to put £10 on the heating still. I need to have lunch. I need to get dressed, preferably before I go to the premier. And tidy a few things up.
Got Yasmin coming around later. Yaaay. Think we may watch Torchwood. I've been meaning to start watching it but I keep being distracted by something. Hopefully she doesn't mind watching from episode one again. She's in the third season somewhere.
Since Graham has a work friend coming or something, he'll want to go to sleep relatively early probably. So I'll be buggering off to Dan's for the night.
I actually need to film something with him for the end of DaS Insanity Part Six. A little, important message.
Hopefully I can make it as epic as it looks in my head!
Soo yeah. I may be late with my blog post again tonight. If I get there at all...
But hopefully you can manage a little while without my words in your face!

Take care everyone, much love to all! <3

Here are DaS Insanity Parts Three and Four, they contain explicit language as usual.



BYEBYE!

Check in the morning/afternoon

Hey hey. Late again with my blog but I just woke up. Fell asleep like 3 hours ago... I'll make a proper post when I get up tomorrow around lunch. If not earlier.

Bye bye. Much love to all! <3

DaS Insanity Part Two is up!

As you can tell by the title, Part Two of the six part series of DaS Insanity has been uploaded to the YouTubes!

It does also contain explicit language, but enjoy otherwise!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s28_qjNqe40

I dreamed a dream in time gone by

Thats a song from les miserable by the way. It's lovely. I quite like Do You Hear The People Sing.

So yeah, as you know. Rendering a video now. Trying not to use the laptop. So I'm on my phone!
I had a weird dream last night. Basically...
I was on the old school bus. For done reason Carol (my step mum) came up to me and began lecturing me.
Everything changed to a scrapyard as she began walking away. I grabbed her arm at the elbow and just yelled at her right in her face.
Pretty much ranting as I usually do about how shes a moron, I'm not her child. How dare she even try to treat me as such. So on really. Eventually I let her go and she left.
Then I'm suddenly in a cinema lobby with Yasmin and we are the first to see Philip Defranco. Can't quite remember what happened next really. But it ended up as a contest to get a new host for a show Phil was setting up.
Ended up with Yasmin winning with someone else, even though I did the best. So I left and got I into some kind of ford mustang. And tried to drive away but I was stuck because people parked around me.
Yasmin ran up to my car to get in and then I woke up.
So thats my weird dream from last night.
I may finish these HatFilm podcasts then put on music while I read a book. Odd combination but yeah.
Byebye once again!
Much love to all!

God today was DULL

Got up today around 12ish because Ben had woken up and began talking to Graham.
They came in late-ish last night from drinking in Glasgow.
I had started rendering Part Two of DaS Insanity. It's currently uploading now. Then I went to bed so I could wake up, watch it to check for fails and then upload. Or re-render. Usually I don't make errors before editing. I can do with very slight details, but these videos don't have much going into them. Although I'm gradually adding more... XD
I did mean to just save it, then go watch Torchwood. I was too tired in the end. So I just stuck it on render.
But anyway, the next day, I got out of bed when Graham had gone out into the living area for his phone call. He had come in and asked if he could turn off my laptop.
I quickly rushed over to make sure he didn't close it before I could check how long it had taken to render.
Part One, 8 minutes 45 seconds, took 3 hours, 59 minutes.
Part Two... 4 seconds? What?
Turns out... I had forgotten to uncheck "Render loop region" so I had a video clip, less than a second long. Great!
So I had to tell it to render again.
Because my laptop is pretty bad, that meant I couldn't do ANYTHING while it rendered. Otherwise I'd slow it down...
So I tried to sleep for a couple more hours. Didn't really get far... Graham and Ben buggered off to KFC or McDonalds to have lunch and I came back into the living area, made my lunch, marmite sandwich of course!
Sat down and checked the rendering...
I did open iTunes to listen to something. I think that may have slowed down the render a little. Doesn't matter, if it did, it only added like 20 minutes.
I texted Yasmin a little bit as well. Not my usual spamming for the whole day though. She was getting swamped in Asda. Apparently Sunday is a busy day? I guess it makes a bit of sense. So I've not chatted to her much today. Sadface.
I listened to HatFilms podcast because I've been behind on that as well. Have to download each episode though. iTunes doesn't do it right away any more. I'm on episode 4 now I think. I had to stop because Ben and Graham returned.
They have amusing episodes though... this episode is entitled "Toe Suck Fairy". They talked about a piece of news where a guy had a very weird foot fetish.
The episode before was "Dwarven Porn" because the Gordon Ramsey look-a-like, I've forgotten his name. He was a "dwarf" or "midget" what ever the name is, I really don't know what the non offensive name is... Little person? Anyway, that guy was also a porn star, but he died. He was found down a badger hole... That's incredibly weird, funny and sad. *I just listened to Episode 6 and this piece of news was made up!
They are relatively old podcasts though. Some time before December 2011.
Anyhoo, eventually Ben left to go home. Took his key this time.
I continued to wait for the video to render.
Graham sat on the floor for some reason, playing with his mac.
Eventually the video finished of course!
Part Two, 8 minutes 53 seconds, took 4 hours 25 minutes.
I went around YouTube a little before logging onto DanAndSimon and beginning uploading, It's currently at 43%, 277 minutes to go. I then opened sony vegas again, and began on DaS Insanity Part Three!
There is a couple bits in Part Three that I find hilarious. One is where I'm talking about a song I was reminded of at some point, and Dan pushes me onto the road! After my little, weird, "scream" our conversation went like:

Dan: I worry about you sometimes...
Me: ... And yet you push me onto the road?!
Admittedly there are no cars...

I just don't know why it's so funny to me!
Then there was a moment just after, Dan was talking in an Afrikaans accent. I said it was starting to sound Indian.
He proceeded to yell:
"FUCK YOU!"
And I said:
"Now that's definitely not an Indian Accent."

Just little moments in the show where we have some laughs.
There was a bit just after where we passed the Scottish National Gallery of Modern Art. For some reason there is a statue of a guy who is sticking out of the ground.
Dan went to teabag him, and I pointed out the "nipples" on this guy, they're peperoni!
I inserted some text to say it was "tumorsyphilis-itis-otis"
I applaud those of you who understand it!

When I finished editing it, I opened a new vegas file to just put in footage for part four. Seems there will be 6 parts to this single night of mine and Dan's. Not much cut out which is probably why!
I think Part Six will be mostly us just talking near Dan's house.

Reminds me actually.
After my blog post last night, Eventually Yasmin and I got texting again and we ended up talking about the blog post I made where I said I'd be a deadbeat boyfriend. I still stand by that really but yeah. We ended up talking about relationships and stuffs.

Back on track anyway.
Semi spamming Yasmin again now actually. She's working still but she's tired and ill. I suggested she just leaves early because she's ill, but apparently there are 2 hours left in her shift.

Now I'm making this blog post and when I'm done. I will probably just continue listening to the HatFilms podcast while DaS Insanity Part Three renders. If I finish the ones that I've downloaded, (can't download more because internet is being used by uploading) I will probably listen to the When The Kids Go To Sleep (Shaycarl and Katielette's podcast) that I have yet to hear. And maybe then Rooster Teeth podcasts. Not listened to them for a long time so I have a lot to catch up on, but I don't know if they are all downloaded or not. So I may be limited again!
Meh.
I will go to bed eventually.

Graham says that leaving my laptop on all night is maybe not a good idea. But considering I use like 30p a day on this laptop, leaving it all night isn't too bad. Plus there is over £10 on the electricity and then there's meant to be £10 of emergency credit, although last time it seemed to only be £5. But anyway, that is more than enough to last until Tuesday after next at this slow rate.
Hope that Part Two uploads before I go to bed though so I don't have to leave my phone out all night too. How will I spam Yasmin when it's late?! HOW?! XD

Weird thing happened earlier actually. Graham moved something, and we heard like, a shatter and crash. Apparently this painting on the floor by the boiler, the glass frame shattered.
According to... someone. It shattered because it's so cold!
I don't know how accurate that is honestly... Heating up then rapid cooling would make it smash. But never mind.
I got called by Graham earlier. He had texted his mum saying how the frame of the painting she had done for Andrew had shattered due to the cold.
So she replied saying she was sending Graham money to put on heating. So the heating is on now. Made a bit of a difference. Not massive though :c

Think that's it really. I may have a bowl of cereal. Not actually had dinner but I really don't feel like cooking chicken or pork of sausages or bacon and making the flat super smokey AGAIN. Luckily we're getting more tin foil tomorrow so we can use the oven again after that!
May have a hot chocolate too actually.

So today consisted of, rendering a video and having nothing to do. Once done, uploading then editing the next. And then making this blogpost. Being unable to text Yasmin like, at all because she wouldn't be able to respond and it would be silly to be bugging her so much. And all that made today, SUPER dull.

So that's it from meeeee. See you later guys.
Much love to you all <3
Byebye!

The beginning...

I've come to a wonderful revelation.

Went to bed at 8am. I'm so smart...
I was up late watching An Idiot Abroad Season 2. Finished it, and then proceeded to download Sony Vegas Pro 11.
I said I would go to bed after I installed it...
I ended up making a video and rendering it!
Went to bed while it rendered.
Took 4 hours apparently for an 8 minute 45 second video. Could be worse.
But that, plus knowing I AM able to upload videos...
Oh
My
God

I CAN FUCKING MAKE VIDEOS AGAIN!

Here is the video I did, it's footage from a week or two ago with Dan walking back from the flat to his house.

WARNING: Contains explicit language. Mostly from Dan.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fx7zCfCa1BM

So Although it took 4 hours to render, and then something like 4 hours to upload.
I can make videos once more.
If I get up early ish on designated days, I can research and film The DaS Show for the day, edit, render and upload in the day. It'll be a pain but it'll be doable!

Also I can do my own random videos without trouble!

So anyway, I got out of bed around 2ish. Began text spamming Yasmin as usual. It seems to be a daily thing for me now... I hope I'm not bugging her. It's always in the back of my head "God you're a tool" pretty much.
Watched some YouTube and began uploading the video. Had lunch around, well 5 I think.
Had a lol moment. I got up, got a plate and took out some bread, got a text, walked to the window (I have to leave my phone by the window for any internet connection -.-) and it was a text from Yasmin saying she was having lunch.
What a coincidence XD Lunch at 4 or 5 at the same time.
Anyhoo. Had my marmite, threatened to force feed it to Yasmin because she no like it. I'm like
WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Not kidding, I actually have grown up eating Marmite sandwiches. I've had them ever since I can remember.
Often asking my mum for "Marmite shoulders" meaning soldiers, which is basically, marmite on bread/toast, then cut into strips.

Went back to my laptop and tried to do something while the video uploaded... not a whole lot TO do...
Ended up playing minecraft, I finished this mob trap I was building. And my god, it's amazing.

Basically, it's an 18 by 18 square tower, going up something like 40 blocks high. Around the top, there's a platform, I tested it to see if things die from that height. If I did, then they would. And put on that level, flowing water to push monsters into a hole and down to the ground. I then put a layer of stone over that for the monsters to spawn on because they don't spawn in water.
Pitch black, flowing water, pushing monsters down into a hole and they land and die and I claim their drops.
It works wonders, it's actually amazing how much I was getting!
I checked the list of challenges. Out of 50, I think I now have something like 14 left. Most of them are about dying wool. I don't know how to get much of the dyes... I made a lake for squids to spawn so I could get ink, so far nothing at all has happened there.
I have some dirt placed waiting for grass to grow on it, it just doesn't want to happen! I need grass on the dirt, so I can use bone meal to grow long grass and possible flowers.
Long grass can give me seeds for wheat which I need to make a wheat farm for a challenge. The flowers can be red or yellow, both used to make red or yellow dye, and then red with bone meal makes pink, red and yellow makes orange. So on.
I'm also having issues with red mushrooms... Using bonemeal should make them grow to giant mushrooms, but nothing at all happens! It's such a pain!

So yeah, did that, the video uploaded faster than YouTube claimed so that was a nice surprise.
Forgotten what I did after that really... Linked The DaS Show twitter to the channel. Linked my twitter to my channel OssyVlogs. Had a brief chat with my brother about Cloverfield on twitter. He told me off for swearing so much in the video. Obviously he wasn't serious but yeah.
Not much apart from that really...
Chrisseh has started a new channel since his had copyright claims on it.
I suggested ChrissehJay as his channel name, he didn't want to at first but then decided to take it.
For some reason he thinks "ChrissehJay" is chavvy and that "ChrissehGJ" pronounced, Chrisseh Jee-jay (his initials really) was even worse... I quite liked ChrissehGJ. Makes me think of RayWilliamJohnson. For some reason I sometimes call him "Ray W Jay"
So http://www.youtube.com/user/ChrissehJay

He'll have content at some point.

I'm thinking I may go shower and try record a vlog myself. May leave it to tomorrow though.
I do want to do this Hot Chocolate time vlog thing. Like Dodger does with Coffeh time. But for once, my hot chocolate won't last and it won't be all that good since I have to go back to using milk, mixing then heating in the microwave, stirring to try make foam... It's meant to be boiled water and then whisked! But the kettle died and my whisk battery died. Or is dying anyway.
Ah well...
Plus I don't have a good supply of hot chocolate anyway! So I'd run out quickly! XD

Nevermind!

I do plan to make some videos though. Funny videos n such if I can.
Had an idea for one.
Will probably need Yasmin to take part. Thinking about it, she's about the only girl I talk to and see regularly. Kind of sad that. Meh. I do need to talk to her about it still. Let's see if she reads this! Saves me the hassle! XD
But yeah, basically, I walk in.
"Oh hey, didn't think you'd be here."
Camera changes to Yasmin
"Hi"
"I have something important to tell you"
I go down on my knee or sit on the sofa. Think I have to do the knee because there's a table that needs to be between us. Actually could just stand by the counter, do the scene there. Anyhoo
"I... I love you!"
The camera changes to Yasmin who's like "whaaaaaa?" but the camera pans down to a can of Tango!
I take the can then like "make out" with it, I end up drinking it, and when it's finished I'm all like.
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO"
Kneeling on the ground shouting no. Then a can of tango is thrown at my head and I fall over, have a can of tango with an evil face drawn on it in the background, while I lay in the foreground.

Thinking about it, this video is just weird... But someone may find it funny online.

Anyhoo, I'm listening to Iron Maiden. I was listening to Ronald Jenkees while I cooked my dinner.
I had some bacon in a sandwich followed by garlic bread (it was going out of date soon so) and then chicken breast! Not all that fancy, basic, but nice.

So yeah.
That's about my day!
I need to edit and render DaS Insanity Part Two then render that to upload tomorrow.

I have an idea for the DaS Show too. I'm going to try pick it up again, I'm not going to address the whole vanishing act again, but instead I'll end the video with:
"That's right, I just acted as if nothing has happened between the first and second videos. What of it?"
Because well... The show was meant to start up again from Jan 1st, but after that day, there's been no show at all...

So yeah! I think I will go shower because I feel nasty, continue spamming Yasmin until she goes to bed probably.
Try watch some shows. I need to start watching Torchwood. Yasmin's suggestion that really. Annnnd so on!
So yeah, see you tomorrow! I was late with this again but sod it! It's daily for me! I sleep from like 4am to 2pm so I'm awake from 2pm to 4am and so this is still daily for me. My weird science just blew you away!

Much love to all! Byebye <3

Not Hot Chocolot

Chocolate of course is what I meant, but it didn't really rhyme!
But yeah... I just had a sucky hot chocolate. Makes me sadface.

So I got up... 1ish? Don't know really... pretty much began spamming Yasmin with texts again of course. As you do...
I was relatively bored most of the day, spent like.. 3ish hours? listening to Jamie Cullum. I listened to all three albums that I have, twice. Then I put my itunes on shuffle and just went from there. Had fun when Aerosmith's Walk This Way came on then Michael Jackson's Black or White and soooo on.
It was fuuuuuuuuuuuuun.
Sort of...
Probably more fun if I wasn't alone being crazy singing along to the songs.
But yeah.
Played minecraft, checked if Tale of Kingdoms was updated yet, it was. So I downloaded it and installed it and tried it and it was laggy and interesting... It's not as good as the version Toby plays. It's the same version, just it is part of a mod pack so there's extra weapons and monsters and such.
But I don't think my laptop can handle it at all if it was fully up to date anyway.
So yeah. I've been spamming Yasmin most of day. Listened to music.
Eventually got on YouTube.
Got a new SCFilms video up, it's private it at the moment? Maybe... I'll check.
YUP Here is Skyblock episode 2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bDY42a6Bu2E
Chris was nice enough to cock up with a few things. Buahaha.
Seriously Chrisseh, editing playthroughs is not a matter of Copy and Paste... you need to actually put effort in. Okay nabskie? I bet I piss him off a lot with my constant... asshole...ness... yeah. That's a word... I just made it, so sue me.
But yeah... So I'm trying to help out a bit like telling him to take out long silences because they do happen and it's not interesting... He actually asked me if he should take it out. It's like... I want to slap you so hard Chris.... Just saying.
Ah balls I'm past midnight. Well barely. I made a post leading up to most of the early hours earlier anyway so alls fair. XD
Uhhhh what else...
I did my dinner. Chipolatas with ketchup in bread. For some reason this time the sausages decided to expand out the way sooo I had chubby sausages. Weird that one...
And eventually Graham got in and I made myself a not hot chocolate...
The kettle didn't boil properly, my electric whisk, which has barely been used since I changed the batteries, was about dead... so no foam... It was quite a fail of a drink.
I was wanting to make a Hot Chocolate time vlog as well. But for one, my hair is nasty so I decided not to, and it turns out my hot chocolate would have been shiiiiiiite.
Ah well.
So I'm going to finish these videos on the youtubes then go back to An Idiot Abroad!
Which reminds me, I've watched 2 or 3 more episodes of season 2. It was hilarious really.
Like Karl Pilkington went to Thailand and met some "Ladyboys" as they were labelled... They dressed Karl up as a woman. It was hilarious how he looked like an actual woman. You wouldn't have guessed he was a guy.
He ended up in China which he didn't want to but it was his choice completely this time of where to go. So he went to this little dwarf village. Lots of small people living there. Or maybe they don't live there, it was amusing to see Karl crawling into houses though. But he then called Ricky's friend Warick? Something like that, he's a dwarf who's played several characters in HArry Potter like Proffessor Flitwick. He was Marvin in Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy. Not the voice, he was inside the robot suit. And so on. But yeah, Karl believed that was a legitimate village for small people and he ended up having an arguement with Warick about it pretty much. It was hilarious.
Anyhoo. I think I may go have a second attempt at a hot chocolate. Either way, I'll finish these videos and watch more of Karl and such. So byebye!
Much love to all <3

I'm a magician by the way...

Yeah so I was gone for a couple days... Had a fair amount going on.
Not really, I was just incredibly tired on the 15th, like, in danger of just passing out. And then yesterday I meant to blog but I just didn't get around to it in time.
So let's go back to late 14th!

Just to be warned, this is probably going to be VERY long. Again... So yeah. Feel free to read if you're that dedicated! Has some interesting things happening though so maybe you won't want to miss out.

Single People Awareness Day! or Valentines Day.
Silly single people... I'm lonely as fuck but I don't go party on Valentine's as a rebellious move really. Never mind.
Eventually Yasmin came around with Ben. We spent something like 4-5 hours not doing a whole lot really.
They eventually broke out the drink.
Ben and I got the two for Tuesdays pizza from dominos.
My pizza is just a normal pizza with double bacon. Yummy.
I stuck Blade on because Yasmin had never seen it, she didn't watch much of it... XD Don't think she has much of an attention span! Or maybe her brain works too fast. It'd explain the fast talking!
Eventually Graham got his arse to the flat.
He had texted people earlier on saying like "don't fuck around and trash the place, keep the noise down, Simon is ill and just do what he says" But me being me, I don't tend to boss people around like that anyway. And I was well enough to be loud myself, which isn't that loud because I'm too quiet around "new" people.
But that text pissed off Zoe so she didn't come round. Amy did eventually though. Actually she was there before Graham. So he was the last in then.
But yeah, we had fun. I was feeling like my usual awkward self and decided I'd go for my run.
My knee at that point had decided a day or two prior, to just be completely fine. No pains at all. It's stupid.
So I went out for 20-30 minutes doing my run. Chatted to Yasmin a bit as she like charged out of the flat when she saw me go by the window. XD
I meant to go for a run tonight actually... I guess I sort of did actually. I'll get to that in a bit.

I got back in again anyway. Incredibly dizzy though. I felt really weird. Had a drink of water and just sat on the sofa for a bit with my eyes shut.
Yasmin came and joined me. Checking if I was alright. She's a very caring and lovely person honestly. I'm glad I met her.
We watched one of CarlieStylez videos. Carlie is Shaycarl's sister. She's been doing this bachelorette show. She had a bunch of guys submit videos to try and date her. There were various things to remove guys like one was Shaycarl and Casey Lavere (Both are Carlie's brothers) and they interviewed guys... with a shotgun... It was hilarious.
But yeah the guys in it were definitely different like... The first guy, Jon? He seemed like an awesome guy. A future me in a way, if I can do well in a film career really. But yeah he was awesome, then there was another guy, who just seemed like he wanted to hang out with Shay and Casey. I mean, who wouldn't? But when in a contest to try and date someone, I wouldn't try and date their siblings first... I think there were two other guys? Maybe three.... Actually no, two. I was thinking of a video Casey did making fun of the guys as contestant five. That was a funny video too. So the next guy just seemed like a sporty hippie kind of guy. He didn't seem bad but he didn't seem all that great either. And finally, the dude Carlie picked, and why wouldn't she? Carlie is essentially the popular cheerleader in high school who only dates the buff jock douchebags.
Yasmin and I were both wanting Jon or what ever his name was, to be chosen. He seemed so much better. Although I do recall Carlie saying she wasn't sure he could handle her crazy with his sweet nature. Something like that.
Yasmin and I also thought though, maybe they should have brought Cooper (Carlie's son (THERE'S THE KICKER!)) into the mix too. Like, a segment where they just hang out together. But in a way, that may have been an awful idea really... But it's relatively important that he doesn't react badly to this new man. I mean he does still see his father, and he has Shay and Casey as father figures. There was even a very touching moment in a Moms View video where the "moms" had Shay and Casey on. Carlie was talking about how she saw her son praying and thanking God for Shay and Casey being his dads. It was so sweet.
But anyway... so eventually we all went to the bedroom to try and sleep.
Graham never gives up his bed so it was him, Yasmin and Ben together, me on my futon and Amy with the second duvet off Graham's bed on the floor.
Yasmin eventually decided to join me on my futon though. I ended up half sleeping on the floor really. My back was killing me the next day but oh well. I'd say it was worth it because it was nice having her there with me really.
Apparently she got my cold though... So I'm sorry to her about that, she's more than welcome to punch me for that. At least it's just a cold though... bit of sore throat and snivelling. Nothing serious. I think I'm about recovered from it though.

Sometime in the morning everyone was getting up. They all got dressed, I of course, stayed in my bed. I was pretty tired. They headed off at some point. Ben would be heading home but Graham was going with Amy to get hair dye for her, black hair dye, that's actually done about nothing noticeable honestly... No offence to Yasmin though, I'm sure she's a pro at hair dye. She's welcome to dye the tips of my hair purple when ever I feel I'd be able to.
Only reason I don't apart from having the bleach my hair for it to really work... if I want a job, I don't think having purple hair is a smart idea. But yeah. Yasmin, if you're reading this, and I'm sure you're regretting it at this point! You're more than welcome to mess with my hair. XD
Anyhoo, yeah so Yasmin was with Graham and Amy, they went to get hair dye, I slept until they came back, and Yasmin dyed Amy's hair.
But seriously... It's like, not noticeable, it seems SO pointless... Ah well.

So they all headed off again. Yasmin was going to her friend Karis as they were going to the Hive in the evening. Doesn't seem like a good idea when she was so tired and hungover still. Amy went... Somewhere, and Gromble went to Glasgow for his work placement.
I feel sorry for him having to go to Glasgow every day for like three weeks. Must suck ass.
I checked up on Yasmin at some point in the day. Guess my futon's not all that comfortable when you always have a bed to sleep on. I do want to either get a small mattress or another futon to go under it. It'd be so much more comfy.
But yeah, we were talking most of the day, and most of today too I guess.
I do like Yasmin. I told her so, apparently I'm very good at hiding any kind of emotion. Guess it's a problem when you're incapable of many things... being social in a normal social situation, showing emotions properly, sharing. Although, I can share anything quite easily in text. I can think my words out more thoroughly.
Apparently Graham's told her before that I like her? Which is odd since I've never said it to anyone but her. Seems Graham has a pretty good woman's intuition!
Either way, as far as I'm aware, Yasmin only thinks of me as a friend. I can't blame her. I'm just shit. Regardless of what anyone tells me, I know what I am. And at the moment, I'm a chubby, lonely, mentally ill dumbass.
Far from proud... if I could actually lose weight, I'd be fairly good looking I'd say. Even though my teeth are bad and nose is squint.

While everyone was gone, I was sitting/lying on the sofa. Listening to music, trying to watch YouTube videos. Nearly passing out honestly.
I had to stay up until 9-10 because Ben had forgotten his key. He never came around for it.
As annoying as that could have been, it wasn't as annoying as Graham forgetting his keys too. So I had to stay up longer to let him in before I could pass out.
Graham got in eventually, I let him in, and immediately went to my bed and fell asleep within a couple minutes of the lights turning off.
Woke up sometime in the night, tried to go to sleep again. Hard to do when you're like wide awake. Eventually I did though.

And so we're on the 16th! Thursday, Nandos night! Didn't have nandos... Ah well!
Graham and I got up around 12-1pm. He buggered off again. I went to the sofa and downloaded Disturbed's 2010 album.
I can't believe I've listened to them for so long and never realised I was missing an album when they released it!
Asylum is pretty awesome though.
I love the songs at the start of most albums where it's a build up into the next song. They are amazing, but with Disturbed, I've always liked sticking the albums on shuffle and just enjoying it. Now I can't really. Meh.
But yeah I chatted to Yasmin again, asked her how her night of binge drinking was and such. I kid of course, as far as I'm aware, she doesn't binge drink. But yeah. We were talking again. I did have a moment where I was just lying on the sofa and being so very depressed...
Wish I hadn't posted on face book. I know it's not a nice thing to see someone moaning about how their life sucks and so forth. Whether you care about them or whether you don't. It's just like... A way to TRY and get attention, but all it does is push away anyone.
Dan pretty much told me to just shut the fuck up, get a grip and go for a run. I was going to but I wanted listen to Disturbed's album first.
Never got around to going on a run again. I think I fell asleep again while I was listening to the album? Jumped out of my skin though, for some reason one of the songs doesn't have any sound until about 2 minutes in. I don't know if that's a bug with the download or if it's meant to be like that.
Yasmin apparently saw my post though. We ended up talking about the long boring story of shitty life and shitty worlds and shitty everything. Mostly me being depressing still... I did cheer up though.
Thing is with me, I do have a lot of shit that has happened to me in my life. Ranging from being bullied to my mum dying and leaving me with a mental scar (not even kidding*) things unsaid which I regret so much, to being a chubby, single, loner, loser, git, twat, so on.
Sometimes, usually when it's like 3-5am and I'm tired. I'm just hit with all of these things in one go and it just overcomes me really... It's hard to have so much shit flowing around in your head, not being able to talk to anyone about it... I mean... I've talked to people on like, messengers... But I think what I need is just someone to be there physically to listen to me, to comfort me. I don't know. But I'd never resort to medication.
I don't know if it's possible to be addicted to anything but I just don't want to have my life being happy because of some freaking pills.

*This mental scar of mine, I've diagnosed it myself as being a mental scar. I mean come on... A lot of nights ever since December 30th 2009. I've just replayed in my head, my mum dying in front of me. And I then think of all the times I stole money from her to buy sweets and junk and all the lack of "I love you mum". Wishing I had said goodbye to her before I left the house to meet Dan and bring him back to mine. Wishing I had just flagged down the ambulance before it drove off so I could jump in the back real quick and just hug her tight. Tell her I love her...
So many chances missed... so many regrets. I just wasn't prepared... I knew it was going to happen. Dad had spoken to my brother and I, we knew she wasn't going to make it. But we were told she had months... it was just too soon for me. I can't talk to my brother about it because he's such an ass to me. He's rarely ever been a god damn brother to me. And I can't talk to my dad about it because I just can't... I've never been able to "open up" to him...
So I'm stuck just typing to people how much it's affected me, and there's nothing they can do to help me.
Even now, I'm just fighting back tears. I miss my mum so much. I hate that I'm forgetting her... I had a picture of her on a pin board back home, and when I looked at it, I just felt like something was missing.

Eventually Dan came over, he was late, again, despite not going to the Gym this time... He called me around 7:45 saying he's heading home, won't be going to the gym and blahblah.
He got to mine at 10 past 11. So all Nandos were closed. He went online to try order pizza, Pizza hut - shut. Papa Johns - Didn't deliver at that time. Dominos - Faithful as always. So he ordered a large pizza with double tomato sauce, olives, pineapple, meatballs. The meatballs sucked apparently. It was a family deal actually, came with garlic bread and potato wedges. Some pizza left though... If I feel like it, I'll just take off the toppings and try finish it. Probably tomorrow though.
The pizza was a pain though, since I didn't have £10 on me, we had to try order via my card and he'd give me £10 in return. My card got rejected. I can't possibly be at 0 already... Either way, I ended up running/sprinting to the cash machine in Fountain park. I don't know if there's one closer that was open and doesn't charge. I managed to take out £10, so I guess now I have no money somehow... Fucking great. WHY CAN'T I FREAKING MANAGE MONEY?!
Apparently the pizza guy got there a minute or so after I ran off to get money. I had forgotten about my dinner when we were ordering. So I had a warm lasagne.
But yeah, I counted it as my run honestly. I wasn't out for long, but I was kind of dizzy and I felt like I was having a bit of a heart attack... Not a good thing to feel, but at least I know it was because I ran a fair amount.
At something like 2.30, I walked with Dan, most of the way back to his house.
He knows how crap I feel a lot of the time about being single. He's not one for pep talks though.
But I don't know how I can bring myself to be confident. I get that there's nothing attractive like a grovelling wreck like I am most of the time. But I just can't change... I've been down in the dumps for years, how do you just get up and act as if nothing happened?
I do want to find someone who I could be with. It could be Yasmin for all anyone knows. But all I know is that she's not interested in me. I can't blame her though.
At the moment, I'd just be such a bad choice... Admittedly, I'm honestly a good guy. I'm kind, caring, fun, funny, I listen and eventually share and so on, I'm multi-freaking-talented! But I have no money, I have no job, I have nothing. I'd be such a dead beat boyfriend and I hate that.
But all the same... I want to try.
I have absolutely NO experience with girls... I've only ever kissed one girl on the cheek.
In short... people see me as I see me. A wreck of a person... But because of that fucking outer-shitty-shell of mine, they never see the me who is so much better, the me who is caring, can cook nice meals, can take care of someone given the chance.

Who ever may be reading this though, for one, well done getting so far. For another, don't feel sorry for me. Don't pity me. Hate me if you want, for being who I am. I hate myself for it anyway.
I don't want to be seen in a way that's worse than how I can  possibly be seen already.
See me as the comedic, yet arrogant bastard that I am on the outside. You'd be lucky to see the real me. I'll tell you that much.

So it's 5.19 now. Been listening to Jamie Cullum for over an hour. Love his music, fantastic pianist.

It occurs to me though. You may be curious why I tell so much of my boring ass life in these blogs sometimes. Honestly, because nothing happens when I do. Nothing happens as a reaction to this. Nothing ever will. I'm able to just write anything on my mind and not feel awkward about it.
Although I am curious why you'd be so interested.
The likely-hood of any of you meeting me is incredible low. The likely-hood of any of you knowing me, I'd say moderate since I know at least one person reads this and talks to me daily. The likely-hood that anyone reading this, cares at all, that find this as just a nice read or just a way to laugh at people "suffering" for lack of a better word. I'd say very high.
But sod it, this is my blog, this is my life. I'm letting you in, you don't have to be reading it, but you are. So thank you for reading. I care about every friend I have.
I would never intentionally hurt my friends. If I have in the past, I'm sorry. I love you and I don't want to lose you. Without my friends, my life could be infinitely worse.
If I could, without feeling/being weird about it for one, I'd hug you all every time I see you.
I love you my friends, I love you my readers, and I love roast potatoes... I mean seriously, GLORIOUS!

Since I cannot really do it, I'll do this instead...
*hugs*
Take care everyone. Remember, I am no different. I am just insane on so many levels. But I am me, I will not change.
Byebye, and of course, much love to all. <3